Tuesday, November 30, 2004
jocelyn | 8:35:00 PM
yea....you know the rest of the story....
i slept for the whole day!! no surprise right? judging from the ability given to me...i can sleep a lot...scarily lot...from 2 to 6.30...*siGh* hahaha....
oh well...i think i did something wrong again...my mum's not talking to me. nvm...i think things will get better tomorrow. *hoPefuLLy*
so many things happened which are very disheartening...
families around me are broken....because of extramarital affairs...really really makes me hate china women now. why do they have to go into people's life and break up a happy family? the kids, the wife....it's really sad.
married men succumb to temptation. suckers.
my mum has been saying that she's feeling very insecure now...since it's all happening to people who are close to her...but hey!! i have 100% confidence in my dad. *guarantee plus faith* =)
i love my family. and there's no doubt about it.
jocelyn | 8:16:00 PM
Monday, November 29, 2004
jocelyn | 9:06:00 PM
so gay!! have so many flowers at the bottom...
jocelyn | 8:34:00 PM
this is my fav photo!! i look so cutE!! ok...i m prepared...you guys can roll your eyes now...
jocelyn | 8:33:00 PM
lynn n her paunchy thing...no idea what does paunchy means anyway...
jocelyn | 8:32:00 PM
forgot to put up the photos we took for the tuition teacher. this is his fav pose! =)
jocelyn | 8:30:00 PM
say...i kinda miss having short hair now...long hair is getting on my nerves!!! *soOo hot*
aye aye. went out to taka after that and christine bought her dress. nice one. haha...wanted to eat dinner out but to think about it, i'm rather broke and sick of outside food. *idiotic fish face again* nothing much happened today...a plain day. no plans for tomorrow i think...maybe i will stay at home and rot.
I CANT STAND MY HAIR!!!
jocelyn | 8:18:00 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
asked the tuition teacher along...ok...wait. we asked desmond along! lolx...he wore the quiksilver t-shirt we gave. *aWwwWw* we gave him the card that we made and the pen with his name engraved on it. he actually laughed when he read the card!! i was actually expecting a less than amused face though. ok lah...talked to him quite a lot today...and took photos with him and his famous hands on hips pose. aiya...anyway, it's going to be the last time that we can bully him.
so sad right? kinda missed the times when we were having tuition. he sent a kinda funny sms to me...haha...shall not say anything further.
went home and i slept like a pig. i just woke up not long ago...see? how m i suppose to sleep tonight? most probably i m going to end up staring at the ceiling again. eh...no. not the ceiling...should be the top deck of my bed. man...i just hate double decker bed...i keep hitting my head when i get up. *siGh.....* sad right?
My life got cold
It happened many years ago
When summer slipped away
So chill now oh
We've got many years to go
So take it day by day
And on the go
I lost my soul
To some forgotten dream and
How was I supposed to know
It wasn't what it seemed
And even though the last to low
Has left me on the floor
I don't believe in Romeos or heroes anymore
jocelyn | 11:04:00 PM
jocelyn | 11:31:00 AM
Friday, November 26, 2004
you are nothing but trouble.
trouble is who you are.
you've caused enough pain and misery in our life....
not her's only...
back off will you?
i will kill you if i could...
but i cant.
exasperated.
and to my dearest friend....
confused you are...
obliged?
forced?
which one?
i dont know.......
jocelyn | 11:24:00 PM
it was fun...haha the show was scary!! this is the first time i scream like more than five times for a horror film. omg...so embarrassing. through the show, i think the person sitting in front of me was super irritated cos i kept shifting myself and hitting her chair. oh well...she didnt turn back but her friend kept turning back to see me. got on my nerves though.
set off for city hall later...spent some time at the arcade and ate at the food court. was having another sex education there. lolx...benny was just talking and talking about hmmm...let me recall...giving birth, contraceptives and lots more of stuff. cant stop laughing at some point of time. oh ya...i realised...it's like a trumpet outing must do thingy- comment about christianity. oOps...heehee...
on the way home, faizah said something that was super funny. you guys know the song blue(da bee dee) by eiffel 65 right? it goes like:
i'm blue,
da bee dee
da bee da
da bee dee
da bee da....
....and on and on....
faizah's friend heard it as:
i'm blue,
if i'm green,
i will die
if i'm green,
i will die....
and that friend sang it out...lolx...i was laughing so badly...me and ne even changed it and 'improvise' it.
i'm blue,
if i'm green,
i will die
if i'm pink,
i will die
if i'm black,
i will also die....
ok....very bad i know....but i just cant stop laughing ok? the friend was quite right too...hmmm....
on the way home, heard jun yang talking about some politics and teachers in school. as usual, my policy, i will not mention names. kinda changed my opinions of my sort of favourtie teacher in the school. i dont know if i should judge that teacher but....sigh, whenever you hear something bad about a person whom you least expected, you will start wondering and think about the nice stuff that the person do. it kinda contradicts.....
found out that teaching might not be as nice as what i thought of too. fighting for powers like aiming to snatch for position of being HDO or even the next vice principal. it gives me the creep.
all the while, the impression i have is that teachers should teach passionately and to pass your knowledge to the students. not fight for power and achieve a higher salary and stuff. the working world is scary...backstabbing, hypocrites...you name it, i m sure you get all of these in the working society.
siGh...now i understand why my aunty always say studying is the best. wait till you start waorking, you will know how fortunate it is to study and mug than to face people like these.
i dont wanna grow up!!
jocelyn | 10:56:00 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
my legs are aching badly....
my eyes cant even open now...
*yawn*
but i enjoyed myself a lot. =)
jocelyn | 11:21:00 PM
Monday, November 22, 2004
As is over!! let me repeat myself....
As is over!!! yeah!! party!! hahahahhaha.....feels so surreal....been waiting for this day to come but somehow, i dont really feel the excitement....
yeap....when mr tng said all of us may go, haha...the chem econs combi people were like screaming away! haha....*ahem* i m no exception too. heehee...and of course, the physics and arts students were like....argh....what the hell....blah blah blah...who cares?!! hahaha....
okies...head off to town to watch movie and shop for a while. catch the show taxi. it's really funny!!haha...seldom can find a comedy whereby you can actually laugh from the start of the show till the end of it. must go catch it if you guys have yet to catch it ya? went to tangs for a while to on gowns...i tried one....hmmm....but still considering if i should buy it....
ne looks really nice in the purple dress....very sweet looking....lynno look so nice!!! really guppy....you should get that man...you look really good in it. christine tried this black tube dress...she looks good....hahaha....
went home pretty early today....thought of going out till late night but....hmmm....shall not go into details.
okies....wanna hear my reflection for my whole jc life? will be kinda long....
here i go.
been through a lot the moment i step in mjc. jc life....i have got to say is the toughest route i have ever chosen in my life. it's like a rollercoaster ride....exciting but yet....scary too...time past so fast and two years past. i've even finished my A Levels. i myself cant believe that i m able to pull through these two tough years. wanted to give up many a times but in the end, i stayed. what for? it's definitely the friends...
-first orientation-
was so happy when i first got into mjc. haha....the very first orientation group i was in - Regulus 5. i was a loner in there...okies. anti social i would say. cant click with the people and they dont seems to like me. haha...this so totally defeats the purpose of orientation man. the first friend i made- maureen lee. thank for being such a nice friend during orientation. she was the only one who talk to me and hang out with me during the few grueling days of orientation. (man...i really hate orientation)
-my class-
was posted to 03S306. haha...my fave form teacher - mr ang boon peng!! he is so shuai!! hahaha....looked around me and i saw one familiar face...seems like he is from my orientation group....what the hell is his name? haha....told you orientation failed totally. yesh...none other than kah woon. he was the only one from my OG and got into the same class as me. class was very small as compared to TK...it's like half the size...got used to it pretty soon. mr ang was very encouraging. will always remember that time when he was choosing the different subject reps and class rep. no one dares to volunteer. until he say we have got to try...and just do it. dont be afraid. and yea...me and lynn volunteered for chem rep. heez...i got the post. lynno became pe rep and ne was the maths rep. it was fun. everybody was cool and friendly. love the people so much.
-very first class chalet-
it was this bungalow that avril's mum booked. hahaha...so fun!! really missed those time we all spent together. had water bombs...took the water hose and sprayed each other during the guys vs girls night. we took all the mattress to one room and all of us spent together cos we dont dare to sleep separately. the best thing was when we said we wanted to go watch sunrise....but all of us were sleeping like dead pigs...CK came in and wa lau here and wa lau there but none of us were bothered and continued sleeping. funny guy. yea...kah woon's birthday was during that period of time. only me, ne, irwan and ravi was there to celebrate with him. lolx...we gave him a mashi maro thingy to put on his bag. very lame. went out for cycling. we cycled to the red house....very eerie...was on the way back when me and ne fell from the bike. very painful....truamatise definitely cos the cab stopped right in front of us...yes...we went cycling on the road. had two super big bruises on each knee...yea...hurt like crazy...those are the days...that's why i dont dare to cycle anymore...
-valentine's day-
the sadest one i've ever had in my life. my grandfather past away...the first tears i've cried in mjc. *feel like crying now* i really miss him lots...kept a photo of him in my file so i can see him everyday. miss haslinda was very sweet...she came up to me, gave me twenty bucks to take cab home. take guys...really appreciate what you all have done for me...like giving me the tissues and the comfort...
year two's celebration was much better...received lots of roses from friends...which really cheered me up...never did receive so many roses in my life....thanks again. =)
-band-
okies...i m not from TK band...yesh. i m not. joined badminton during the first three months....know i cant go far with that cca. had a strong interest in band...and i joined. how should i say? i definitely enjoyed my stay in band...well, if there wasnt sia swee suan. i just have to dirty my blog with her name. yea....love the trumpeters!! haha....you guys are so important in my life...haha... my 'beloved' SL yu hian....who does nothing but slack...lurong was the da best!! she taught me almost everything. say...i m so proud of myself for being able to play the trumpet. i know my playing sucks lah...but still...it was very good for a new player already right?
-the fishy gang-
haha....been through thick and thin...had many quarrels but we shared many fun times together too. haha...thanks for accepting me for who i m. *ikan the great*
-the square ones-
hey peeps!! six years and still counting!! keep it going dudes! dont forget about our trip to australia next year!! heehee...cant wait for the trip together. *hug hug*
-the trumpeters-
heehee...you guys are the most special bunch of people in my life. haha...enjoyed bitching with you all about s cube. should i do a special dedication to individual? erm...then again...i only know of a few people who reads my blog....haha....
wenqi - ah girl ar!! haha...fun loving and talks a lot to me...one the few nicest trpters around.
junyang- sort of like the first year1 i know...cos he came for tune in last year. haha...hougang-ians rules!
benny- gently giant! very nice and bubbly guy...and talks a lot...really enjoyed the time we talked about studies, teachers and ghosts...haha
alrighty...that's all for trumpeters.
-band concert-
meridian revelry: the very first time i went on stage to perform...very nervous...cried in the changing room too...hhaha....
joie de vivre: the second and the very last time that i will be on stage performing. haha...played more songs than the first concert. mummy and daddy came to watch me perform!! so happy and dad gave me a sunflower. susu gave me sunflower too. the gang gave me daisies and so did yuesi. so sweet of them.
-my life-
it's been great!! haha...matured a lot during these two years...met a lot of different types of people. people of different frequencies and stuff. i've changed my looks too!! haha...not that i went for plastic surgery...i rebonded my hair...yesh...i have long hair now...
a big thank you for all who have entered my life and put a smile across my face.
peace out. (",)
jocelyn | 7:54:00 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
uh huh, uh huh, uh huh uh huh uh huh...... (from the emperor's new groove)
tomorrow is the last paper!! can you believe it? it's so surreal......
i dont feel happy somehow....i know i should be...perhaps i m thinking too much....*siGh* i m scare that things will go wrong and everyone will not enjoy themselves....why? *wonder off to lala land* maybe it's because of things that happened recently.
*sidetracked*
people will usually have views about other people's blog....like how come they are using vulgarities? my god...she's using broken english!! or even why they are mentioning names.....but then again, it's our blog! we have the right, the freedom to express ourselves right? i always get so fed up when i read other people's blog and they tend to pin point these things...like giving opinion on what should and should not be posted. *shEesH* get a life...do what you want and keep your opinions to yourself.
ok....not exactly in a very good mood right now...pretty obvious right? most probably the next word that is coming out of my mouth is the f word.
guess i should stop here....*siGh*
jocelyn | 11:34:00 AM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
oh ya....i packed all my stuff yesterday night...the packing was so super tedious!! i swear my back was aching after the whole hmmm....let me see....i started packing at 10.30pm and ended at 1am....so that is 2hr 30mins!! holy shit!! i m such a slow packer?! how come i didnt know? *small eyes*
maths was the easiest to pack...cos everything is need and tidy...(actually it's because i had maths tuition...) was flipping through some of the exam papers....my results were horrific. seriously. can faint right after you see my paper....zero marks for almost all the questions! how the hell did i manage to do that? hahaha.....
I WAS SO FREAKING SCARE WHEN PACKING OK?
the whole silverfish incident is still stuck in my head. sick. ok....maybe that's why i took so long to pack all my stuff cos i was cautiously taking out all the notes and flipping through to make sure there wasnt a single silverfish in my notes AT ALL. haha...so stupid right? nvm....instead of finding silverfish....there are lots of ants....not lots lots...but erm....ants in general. so irritating and it got on my nerves....and my hands and legs were itching so badly....see? how long have i not been using some notes? developed some rashes....not choice but to go and wash myself up with some anti bacteria soap. hahahahahaha....so paranoid!!! cannot stand myself.
chem was the worst....need to punch so many holes and worksheets are all over the place. chem have so worksheets!! wow! i wonder how much money have i spent to photocopy all these worksheets. hahahaha....as usual, looked through my chem exam papers....horrific again. the only thing that i can do well my chem is only the practical. practical is the only thing i have gotten As for!! hahaha....besides chinese....=)
now that all the packing is done....except for econs...which most probably i m going to anyhow to dump it inside the box (see how my attitude changes when it comes to econs...haha) i m going to make envelope. yea....for the tuition teacher's card. it's big...we made him a card yesterday...so cute~! have flying cows and pigs...hahaha....
say...this post is pretty lengthy....haha...it's been so long since i last typed so many things right? (or maybe you guys didnt noticed) hahaha....will be updating like crazy after i finish my econs paper. that's the time when i m geared up to wreck some havoc! wohoo!! will be putting up my christmas wishlist too!! heehee...*hint hint* okies....got to move my butt off to somewhere else....*poOf*
jocelyn | 11:34:00 AM
Friday, November 19, 2004
okies....on to what happened in the day. nothing much....gave kinder surprise to avril, christine and kah woon. lolx...we got some retarded toys again. this time it's kah woon who get the humping pelican toy. and yes!! we had wilma from flinstone! cool right? haha....
went to school after that for chem paper....hmmm...what should i say? i felt so screwed as usual. *siGh* let's not go into details. anyway.....chem is over!!!! now i m left with econs. not much better.
WHY IS OLINDA VOTED OUT??!!!!! can someone give me the answer? she's like so damn it good! i just wanted taufik to be out........wah~~
jocelyn | 9:42:00 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
monday: shopping at orchard
tuesday: shop till i drop
wednesday: let's get out of the house ya?
thursday: i m feeling so bored at home....i wanna go grad night shopping~~~
friday: hahaha....orchard here i come!
saturday: no tuition finally!! wohoo~~ go out and celebrate!
sunday: er...go gai gai with family....heh heh
fun right? hahaha....i have loads of time to kill after the As man! *jumping for joy* *cant stop smiling just at the thought of finishing econs on monday* *stupid fishy idiot face again*
oh ya, this is to the guppy.....
u stupid fish!! hahaha...i folded the foil so as to keep it as a memorial thingy ok....hahahaha....and thank you....i dont need tonnes of foils for my christmas. (if you guys have no idea what the hell i m talking about....go read her blog....=P)
okies....back to what i was talking about....i m so amazed at nene....she can practically iron out the kinder surprise foil!! you know aluminium foil gets crampled very easily right....this woman can actually straightened it out so neatly, it looks like it want used before and there was no crease!!!! *salute to the most patient woman/worm in the world wide world*
never have i bought so much kinder surprise and fixed so many toys before....oh ya, speaking about toys..... hahahahahahahaaha.... guppy....i m falling off my seat....
all of us had different type of toys...different series...i wanted the flinstone series....but didnt get it...darn. fixed this super retarded toy. it was a fox pushing a cart with ducks on it....the head and the ducks can move...it looks like the fox was humping ok...*diaO-ed* hahaha...sulastri got a similar toy as me, except that her's was a retarded looking pelican. jill and ne got the exact same toy....so cheapo...hahaha it requires the capsule to fix it....lolx....
*on to the exciting part* *drum roll*
while all of us are busy fixing our toys...hahahaha garpy ol' dearest got an elephant figurine!! hahahahahaha....*into laughing fit again* she was complaining how 'lucky' she was getting the dumbo elephant...hahaha....dear nene still asked lynn what's her toy...
lynn just said oh she finish making the toy and threw away the mould and plaster of paris...haha so bad of her...*hyperventilate*
enjoyed today a lot.....thanks for bringing the smile back to my face! =)
jocelyn | 9:16:00 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
maths is done! no more maths in my life! wohoo!! okies....enough of the happiness....
today's chem paper two was erm...how should i say? some questions are do-able but then....siGh....i m doom for organic chem...i didnt expect so many questions to be on polymerisation and nitrogen compunds! *caught me by surprise totally*
sigh....need i say more for econs? i screwed it up big time. no joke. it felt like the end of the world...i was crapping for all the essays....no content at all....how to score?!i doubt i can pass econs. *exasperated*
somebody just kill me.
jocelyn | 7:14:00 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
north, south, east, west....we're the best! lolx....
jocelyn | 6:47:00 PM
the square ones- serena, me, lynn and jill.
jocelyn | 6:46:00 PM
heehee....went to llama sal's house today...it's been quite a few months since we last seen her...i miss her so much!! lolx...she didnt change much....still as bubbly as ever. omg...the food was great!! yum yum...i so feel like eating the lotong thingy and the redang mutton now...*drooling* actually, i can eat a lot...but aiya....pai seh lah...hahaha....i swear i can finish eating the whole redang mutton thingy. it was superb!! aWw....
watched princess diaries 1 at her house too....ne pok never watched before...so yea...it was so romantic...the guy was cute and ya. *melt* headed to TM after that and took neoprints. heez....not as many shots as the ones that we used to take....but we still had fun~ the two worms went to giodarno to try some racer back top. they look good....but both of them didnt think they do...*siGh....* meanwhile, the fishes were trying on some caps....eeWw....i didnt look good in it at all...cos the colour sucks...hahaha....
aye. having fun but deep in my heart i was thinking about econs and stats....i cant help but to think i cant finish studying in time and i will flunk my maths paper 2 super badly. dreamt that i got back my results and i got B for maths, C for chem and D for econs....oh gosh....how....and i m paranoid!! cos my dreams always come true....*wahHh~~~*
if only i can turn back the hands of time
i will tell you all that i m keeping inside...
jocelyn | 6:34:00 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
no more bullying of tuition teacher and meeting up on sunday or saturday for group tuition....wah~~ so sad....oh well...today as usual...bully the teacher and make fun of him. will miss him man....he and his cold jokes and laggyness...lolx....very cartoon.
okies....nothing much happen today...
some relative thingy happened...dont wanna talk about it....it's very sad and kinda spoilt my mood for the whole day. down with a super duper bad migraine now...it's killing me....siGh. shall not blog further...got to rest for a while....
jocelyn | 6:35:00 PM
Friday, November 12, 2004
heard some interesting stories about what happened when i didnt go to school. shall not go into details. ha. too lazy to be bothered anyway...lynno not here to join us cos she's studying with zx. wah~ now it's one fish with two worms!! *aHhHhhh~~!!* hahaha...sound effects...happy studying with zx ya? *scandal scandal* heehee....
didnt study much...i m so scare now...what happens if i cant finish econs in time? eEk...sigh...then tomorrow have tuition and i m not prepared!! *dead fish* guess i wont be able to get much sleep tonight liao.
alrighty...got to go now...eating pizza....yum yum...
jocelyn | 1:51:00 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
the moive release poster. *shark tale!!*
jocelyn | 11:17:00 PM
heehee....
jocelyn | 11:17:00 PM
this is my fav scene!
jocelyn | 11:17:00 PM
Lenny the shark...cute right? =)
jocelyn | 11:12:00 PM
heehee...familiar? it's from sharktale! haha...very nicE!! i love sharks now...ok...not love love...but erm....i mean the shark from sharktale....especially lenny the gay shark. haha...he's so cute!
went to catch a movie today...kinda like the wrong time to watch a movie right? haha....i know i m suppose to be studying but then....i deserve a break ba...haha...*trying to comfort myself...but it's of no help* hmmmm...nvm...been having insomia for like the past three nights....didnt sleep at all...getting sick of staring at my ceiling every night. siGh....i need to sleep! my eye bags are as big as rice sack and i really look like a panda now....wah~~ i look so horrible...
ok...a little exaggerating....
alright....got to move my butt to my room...need to study. siGh...the daily routine now. eat, sleep, study, bathe, study, no life, study, continue to study and sleep.....
jocelyn | 10:18:00 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.
All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.
And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,
Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of yesterday,
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try,
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.
Any moment, everything can change.
jocelyn | 11:56:00 AM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
i cant wait for As to be over soon....then can go for prom shopping and shop till i drop....*gaZinG aT thE caLenDar* oh well...just for updating you guys....if you all are still reading my blog....which i highly doubt so since i havent been updating for like.....hmmm....years...
GP: quite ok....hopefully my compo can pull my grades up...the compre was kinda like a killer to me...it's about destiny and choice...*pUke*
chem paper 3: hmmm....alright....but a few questions confirm wrong le....wasted....
maths paper 1: heez...i think so far this is the most management paper...quite confident....but then again, i better not be so cocky about it...
alrighty, gonna watch tv now!! hahaha....
