Thursday, June 28, 2007
-continue munching calbee big bag pizza flavoured potato chips-
i feel like a pig....ever since i've bought the nua nua pillow from ikea, my spirit seems to have liftened up. the wonders of the nua nua pillow. haha.
i havent been thinking much about him for the past two days or so. is that a good sign? i guess it is.
-still munching calbee big bag pizza flavoured potato chips-
it's like pointless to even waste my brain juice to think about him...cos ultimately, im the one who gets hurt. sigh. it's alright.....im recovering.....slow and steadily.
sidetrack, the pizza flavoured potato chips is really addictive. roar!!!
hahaha...i have been eating nothing but chips and more chips. not any other brand of chips mind you......i only insist on calbee big bag! hahaha. rubbish. i sound like im advertising for them. oh well....it's really nice, must try! =)
-stuffing myself with chips-
perhaps i should go and play my psp....kills time and boredom.
till then.
quiet.
jocelyn | 3:18:00 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
that's yours sincerely taking a picture of herself in the cubicle. hahahaha...and with the ipod still plucked in.
at the kids section with all the soft toys. came across this frog and i fell in love with it. it looks damn cute right? nene and vril asked me to kiss it to see if it becomes a prince. -________________-" but after kissing it, it remained the same. haha. roar. lame. the mouth can be zipped up and there's a fly sewn on the inner mouth. cuteness. apparently, vril vril decided to stuff a spider into the mouth and make it looked as if the frog was eating it. =\
and that's my creation! i stuffed a rat into the frog's mouth....i know frog dont eat rat....but i cant be bothered. =)
and so, we all continued shopping until we got all the stuff that we want. nene had to rush home for dinner....so she cabbed home, leaving me and vril vril stranded. haha....both of cant decide on where and what to eat. took the free shuttle bus to pasir ris interchange. walked around the newly renovated white sands....not bad....looks freaking different from the white sands that i used to walk around back in jc.
then, we all decided to walk to downtown east to eat chicken rice (which vril's aunty commented that is really nice as the chef used to be some top chef).....and to drink 'anything' and 'whatever' which we both wanted to try but didnt have the chance to. walked all the way to downtown east, headed down to the food court, checked out the drinks stall but they werent selling the drinks.
so we went to the stalls outside and ate laksa instead cos they sell 'anything' and 'whatever'. hahaha. stupid.
there you go.
i chose the non-carbonated 'whatever' and force vril to take the carbonated 'anything'. haha. i shouldnt have done that.
cos.....
i got the bloody green tea. kns. this is what i call retribution man. and vril vril got 7-up. which is super duper gassy....kept getting hiccups while drinking it.
after eating, went to mac to get an ice cream. hoho. was feeling damn full after the ice cream. went to arcade to play daytona. hahahahha....i won! it was a super last minute thing that i overtook vril and the game ended suddenly. and i won just like that. hmmm. still, it feels good. haha.
not forgetting, bishi bashi too. it's been soOooo long since i last played at arcade. although i did played it twice with him while we were out. aye. nvm....shall not think about it.
oh well....been in a pretty good mood today, shall not let anything spoil it. i will not think about him today.
i will not.
anything. whatever.
jocelyn | 10:26:00 PM
oh well....cant be bothered.
desperately need to do something about last night bioinformatics practical. dont understand a single shit. -roar- but somehow, i cant bring myself to study. im tired of continuous studying without any breaks, the constant tests and exams. it's wearing me out.
sigh.
need to do some spring cleaning for the room. the tables are wayYyyy too messy for my liking and the everything's everywhere. so untidy. -double roar-
going to head down to ikea later to meet vril vril and nene pok. maybe i'll buy a white board and some boxes to pack my stuff.
im dead tired!!! cant get enough sleep. -faint- last night sleep wasnt even enough to cover the previous two sleepless nights. the pimples on the forehead is driving me nuts. -curse and swear- sigh.
oh oh, penderie couture has some new additions. dont forget to check them out yea?
will update tonight i guess. till then. =)
我一路向北,离开有你的季节,我说我好累,已无法再爱上谁...
jocelyn | 12:36:00 PM
Monday, June 25, 2007
sniffle. think it's due to the lack of sleep. i havent been sleeping well for the past two nights. -roar!!- im looking like a panda, with super bad eye luggages and tonnes of pimples on the forehead.
i feel ugly. =(
the retail therapy is hmmmm. getting out of hand. buying too many clothes!!!! hahaha....
i need handcuffs to stop me from buying things. then again, will stop shopping once i get my hands on that pair of levis ladies jeans. heh. that's one thing im soOoooo going to get. wheEeeee!!!
sanity.
jocelyn | 10:53:00 PM
Friday, June 22, 2007
the mood swings is terrible. one minute i can be super high.
the next minute, you'll see me super depressed.
im amazed at the speed at which my mood swings. tsk tsk. mood swing is bad for health. i better sleep it away or stop thinking.....
if not,
im going crazy.
low.
jocelyn | 9:36:00 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
眼泪随着悲伤的歌词而掉了下来。
不知道这伤心的季节几时才会过。。。
“给我渴望的故事 留下丢不掉的名字”
你真的伤透了我的心。
jocelyn | 12:51:00 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
a black psp!
i got a black psp!
.............................hoot hoot!
i got a black psp~~ i got a black psp....
....i got a black psp..........
lalalala.
muahahaha......im such a fucking spoilt brat. cant stand myself sometimes.
but i like it. sweet. =)
dance inside.
jocelyn | 9:44:00 PM
heh.
i have no idea who the hell did i wave to this afternoon at the road junction!!!
and the person still offered to give me a ride when he saw me waiting at the bus stop for 147.
i thought he was the uncle from downstairs. so i called my mum to ask if the uncle drives a blue toyota vios. but noOoooooo!!! the uncle doesnt!!! he drives a black car. roar.
so who the hell is it that waved to me and i stupidly waved back??!!!
kns. that vios car is really cursed.
-_________________-"
jocelyn | 12:28:00 AM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
of double fish fillet burger, random meal guessing games at macdonalds.
'latte, long black and cappuccino.'
those were the last guesses you made.
you cheated by looking at the menu on the tray which i didnt notice.
and that was the last day.
gone.
jocelyn | 10:58:00 PM
reminiscing.jocelyn | 1:57:00 AM
nice eh? =)
the exam is over!! -applause-
and here i go again,
i screwed the fucking paper!!!! -roar- i'll be happy if i can just pass the paper. sigh. it's so freaking disappointing. i bothered to study for this module, i swear to god i did study. two weeks before the paper some more!!! -faint-
some how, nothing can lift my spirits up now. =(
randoms.
was looking back at all the things that i've been through and i realised,
'hey! i've grown up!'
things werent as simple anymore. people arent nice and good anymore too. adults are ugly and scary. and im morphing into one too. roar.....
im not morphing to become ugly ugly....im still pretty. haha.
sometimes, i wonder if my family will ever accept the things that i've done or even happened in my life. it's so drama and hmmm, roller coaster ride. so different from what all of them have even been through.
perhaps this is what i call go all out and experience everything while you're young. and of course, dont get yourself emotionally hurt. like me now. boohoo.
aye.
im still feeling down, cant deny that fact. i need to do things that will put my mind off you and everything else.
im so tired of missing you and nothing else. it's really taking it's toll on me.
i know it's not worth it, i know. dont have to tell me that. i know while im here wallowing away, you're out there, perhaps still having fun with your girlfriend and not knowing how depressed i m. sigh. why do you have to two timed?!! why? why why why???
till now, i still dont understand why. sniffle.
and as im being depressed, the last thing i need now is for my ex to keep talking to me and wanting to get back. -faint-
man, im so damn bloody unlucky.
imperfections in a perfect world.
jocelyn | 1:27:00 AM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦
am missing you so much. sniffle.
jocelyn | 8:54:00 PM
sometimes, i feel im alright, all set and ready to move on,
yet, at times, i feel downright horrible.
i want this, and i want that.
just to feel up that empty part of me.
in the end, i realised, it's just as simple as i want you....
and nothing else.
but no matter how hard i pray and wish for it, it will never come true.
not even the shooting stars bothered to listen to my wish.
im just hopeless and tired.
i guess im that insignificant in your life afterall.
with an aching heart and troubled soul.
jocelyn | 1:18:00 AM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
kept thinking it's sunday today.
siao.
jocelyn | 8:03:00 PM
bored to tears.
tired of mugging....and the weather is killing me!!! roar. why is it so hot out there?! im melting at home.
-_____________-"
sidetrack, got a new haircut! yeah!!! so happy....haha....coupled with a fringe rebonding. the fringe was getting damn ugly. yea.
im on project-getting-fair. heh. bought whitening lotion and im trying everything out just to get back to fair. cant stand the way im now. i really really look like a freaking MLR. (MLR = 马来人) haha...
the legs look like two freaking burnt sticks. so tanned!!! so tanned!!!! the melanin production of my body is damn good i realised. pffft. i guess chrissy poo will do anything just to get the tan that im having now.
am falling asleep from studying. the daily dose of tea and coffee doesnt seems to work anymore. (ah well, caffeine doesnt really work on me in the first place). im super duper stressed. i wonder how m i going to do for this module. bioinformatics results will be out soon.....-anxiety- to think that bioinformatics will be in the next module again. -double faint-
oh oh.....randoms.
was shopping yesterday. saw this really pretty alphabets keychain made from leather at Coach. very nice colours!! so pretty. =) was wanting to get one for myself, but they ran out the alphabet J. although i dont mind the alphabet X, which was baby pink on one side and baby blue on the other, but....they have to print the stupid 'made in china' label big on the corner of the X. so unglam. buy one Coach keychain for 69bucks with a 'made in china' label not worth it man. it's authentic....what if someone sees it and goes like....
'made in china, confirm imitation one.'
roar. i'll faint.
and so, i didnt buy the keychain. sniffle.
head down to River Island. super nice accessories! cant stop thinking about the necklaces. but it's 45 freaking bucks. -slap forehead-
and i dont mean to discriminant or what-so-ever...but it's 'made in china' again!!!!!
why??!!!
i think im cursed with the PRC.
bahHhhhh...shall get back to studies.
till then. =)
jocelyn | 2:38:00 PM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
been busy mugging for the past few days....it's pure torture....
give me some time, will update once the exam is over next friday.
tired.
nodding off.
jocelyn | 8:15:00 PM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
there....us. looking kinda lok kok, but cant be bothered.
i love this picture! love my legs! love the clear blue sky! love the sea! love everything...=)
my havaianas.
yours sincerely stoning big time.
ikan the great was here, at east coast, on 03/06/07. -swim along!-
love, likes, crush, fling.
