Monday, October 30, 2006
haha....on tv, anime, comics, vcds and more tv. i've never watched this much tv in my life. seriously, you guys can just crown me as the 'couch potato of singapore' or something.
wheEeee.
i've finished watching goong. bought the vcd....nice show. love it. =) stuck on anime big time. it's bad for health. watching tsubasa, rewatching cardcaptor sakura and watching inuyasha. bahHhhh. it's tiring to catch up with so many shows ok?
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haha ok...not that tiring actually. perhaps the most tiring thing is to remember the day and time that the show starts. hohohoho.
havent been going out at all. not even going online to chat on msn. sick of talking to people who are sick in the head, people who just talk nonsense, people who are trying to know me, people who irritates the shit out of me, people whom i used to care etc etc. the list goes on.
this is the downfall of my life. -roar-
no one has been asking me out and im dying to go out to breathe some fresh air. pathetic. perhaps it's time for me to head down to the beach again.
swish swoosh.
jocelyn | 9:29:00 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
met up with suba and eka instead. irritating promoters from citispa.
"should cut down on chocolate you know? really bad for pimple."
yea yea. whatever. go look after your own face woman and read more books before telling me that. research has proved and showned that chocolate has no effect on pimples. in fact, food has no effect on your pimple or what-so-ever.
-roll eyes- brainless people.
the thing that is responsible for the outbreak and your skin problem all boils down to your hormones people. stop thinking that chocolate or peanuts will ruin your face/life. it's a fact.
eating chocolate is actually good for your body. chocolate contains antioxidant which helps to prevent cancer and also, it might give you a little perk when you're feeling down. =)
who says eating chocolate is sinful? =P
ha. i never believed in facial since the day i visited the doctor. he said facial is just going to make my face worse. i understand. some of the scars are with compliments from the 'professional' people whom i trust my face to, forcefully dig out the blackheads, leaving the scars for eternity. -roar-
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i.feel.like.a.hell.of.a.mean.bitch.now.
it's ok. i feel good.
i feel pretty!
jocelyn | 11:47:00 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
or perhaps im lost for words. aye.
i shouldnt have agreed to the dinner on thursday. -roar- i shouldnt have. =(
i have no idea what to do now....help me. -sniffle-
buzz buzz.
jocelyn | 1:56:00 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
save me....
jocelyn | 11:57:00 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
bus stop outside school.
early as usual.
chrissy poo.
with her barang barang.
side gate.
office.
mr kwek.
ntu/smu.
year3.
none of the above.
ha.
nostalgic.
sercurity guard.
private candidate?
no.
canteen.
chicken rice!
big bowl of soup. =)
yummy yum.
achar.
lemon barley.
wong mei mei.
hahaha.
fat.
chinese rice.
steam egg.
uncle.
"xiao mei! ni fa fu le ar!"
-roar-
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small eyes.
new gym.
SCAS.
grant a wish.
walk around.
the kids.
the record book.
classic.
the good ol' days.
smile.
jun boon.
my sunshine. (",)
byeEee....
pasir ris.
novelty shop.
black and white pig.
handphone strape.
soft toy.
can badges.
childish.
but fun.
thanks for the can badge. (=
train.
eunos.
jamiyah.
direction-toots.
inefficiency.
falling asleep chrissy poo.
super inefficiency.
die-ed from waiting.
one hour.
ba-chor-mee.
ice lemon tea.
super 'waik waik'.
hostel.
home.
christine.
jocelyn.
fulfilling day.
loving it.
smile.
=)
jocelyn | 4:26:00 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
kill indonesia and sumatra. grRrrrr. all thanks to their 'all-export' haze, im getting bloody rashes. on my face!!!! sigh. it's ugly ok. makes it look like as if you have patches of pimples growing on your face. pfft.
and sub-consciously, i kept scratching my face. help me someone!!! it doesnt help when i sleep so near to the window. my eyes are tearing non-stop. shitty haze.
oh speaking of which, side track a little (but it will still lead to the haze problem, haha)...
i think i stepped on shit or something. (not literally) i must be the most unlucky person in the world.... -or at least in singapore-
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i woke up earlier than usual, just to head down to kelly services and pass my agent the time sheet cos she said i have to pass it to her early (mind you, she said early) in the morning so that they can process the time sheet and post out the cheque to me. so i reached there at around 11.15am.
the recept asked me to take a sit first when waiting. standard. and i sat there like an idiot for more than 15mins, thinking that perhaps, my agent was busy with some stuff, just to realised that she was out for training after some bitch came up to me (upon seeing me rotting there) and asked who was i looking for.
bitch: "hi. may i know who are you looking for?"
me: "oh hi, i m waiting for xxxxx. is she around?"
bitch: -sniggered- "oh, she went out for training. dont you know that? didnt you tell her that you're coming today?"
-in my heart, fuck you!!-
me: ''oh...ok. i did tell her i will come down today though....."
bitch: -shows a face, looks at me like as if i was an idiot- " did you tell her what time you'll be here?"
me: "erm....no."
-come on, common sense!! if my agent asked me to pass her the time sheet in the morning, of cos i'll be there in the morning right?"
bitch: "oh gosh, you mean you didnt tell her what time you be here?"
-and she gave this side smile thingy like how the evil-doers in cartoon always smile, then she diao-ed me and walked off-
eh!! you call yourself a service provider??!!
fuck man!!!!
if only i managed to catch her name or something i'll make sure she doesnt have a piece of mind. -takes out my voodoo doll and curse her-
by the way, she has really ugly hair. but that's not the point. oh wait, then again, perhaps her ugly hair reflects her ugly personality. ha! a link!! how fun. =)
so after spending a gracious 30mins there, i took the train home.
changed train at outram station and took the north east line. blessed that i have my ear-piece with me, if not, i'll be bored to death during the journey. so the train starting moving, and everything was fine till little india station. the train stopped there for a freaking 10mins. nvm. and next station, farrer park station, the train stopped for 10mins again.
-the beginning of the never-ending journey to home-
and for the next consecutive stops, the train stops for at least 10mins or more. my poor ass. you can see the frustration on everyone's faces. gosh.
and the train finally decided to stop and not move at all at kovan station. i was one station away from home!!!!!! argh!!!
we were chased out of the station due to a disruption of the system or something. eh! i deserved a better explanation than this. whenever north east line happens to have a disruption, i always happened to be there. m i cursed or something?
and so i have to change bus home, which cost an additional 40cents. grRrrr. sue SBS!!!
got off the bus and the haze was so bad, that i sneeze non-stop, from the bus stop to my house.
=( torturous i tell you.
we shouls start installing big propeller fans on the top of our hdb flats and blow the haze back to indonesia. let them have a taste of it. ha!
ok. im bored. ask me out if you guys are free!!! =)
you're just about my everything...
jocelyn | 12:13:00 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
slowly
and fading away.
and i think it's working.
officially jobless once again.
jocelyn | 12:49:00 AM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
who's going to consider about mine?
will you put yourself in my shoes and think about the shit i go through,
know how does it feels like to be stepped over,
to be pushed over,
suffer in silence,
to be embarrassed,
pinpointed
and lose your own morale?
will you understand?
will you?
im not born to pleased everyone in this world,
i have my own mindset. it might not sound pleasing to you, but to me, it's the best for me.
dont you want me to be happy too? im seriously wondering about it.
perhaps you've never been through it, so can be angry with me and shoot brainless comments out of your ass. call yourself saint or something.
im listening to my heart this time, no more listening to others.
no more.
jocelyn | 11:28:00 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
wearing thin.
jocelyn | 5:38:00 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
but mine is dead.
jocelyn | 10:00:00 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
kids playing with lanterns, sparkles, candles. =) that's what i used to do in the past too.
it's just that im 20 now that's all. haha. those were the days.
hanging out with the neighbours, playing with candles, burning lanterns and of cos, using sparkles to burn the poor little ants too. sadist. what a violent childhood i have.
oh, there used to be lantern making competition back then in primary school. haha guess what did my dad helped me to make?
a snake.
hahaha. you know, the 'shi wan ge wei shen me?' that stupid professor tortoise (called wu la bo shi or something like that) and he will answer all the questions that you have. like why is that you need soap to wash off dirt that kind of thing? -i have the whole set of encyclopedia- haha yea. call me nerd.
yea, one of the character is a snake. and dont ask why, i just particularly love that snake. =) and naturally, i got my dad to make me that snake into a lantern and send it for the competition. which of cos, i didnt win. bahHhhhh. my sis won 2nd i think. my dad helped her to make this dolphins with a ball lantern, which the teacher burn half of it when trying to light it up. hahaha.-
got angry over it though. why did they prefer the dolphins over the snake. till now, i still think my snake lantern was cuter.
house is flooding with mooncakes and more mooncakes. mooncakes that no one eats. or should i say my family only eats one brand of mooncake - da zhong guo yue bin. hahahaha. it's nice! i love it.
random.
the haze is getting bad. look outside, you can barely see anything except the haze. =( i dont like it. makes me sneeze.
when will those dumb people learn their lessons and stop burning lands for agricultural use?
stupid.
im waiting.
jocelyn | 11:19:00 PM
idiot blogger.com
thank.god.it's.friday. -wheEeeeee!!!-
hohoho. with nothing to do except slacking your ass off. didnt bring my notebook back home...cant decorate it. boOhoOooo. that's one thing lesser to do on my list.
getting the hang of the job. the walk-in-customers. be it fucking-shitty customers or super duper cute customers - im starting to get used to it. =) as long as you dont show your attitude to me, i'll be nice. if not, dont blame me for showing the black face and be rude.
damn. what the hell m i doing in service line? ha. i ought to be shot in the head.
seriously, the bankers in the branch should be the ones to be shot in the head. especially bloody bitch-ugly-irritating-jenny. -shEeesH-
the only thing she can say is....
"huh, i dont think i know how to do it. can you get others to do it? thanks."
fuck.
sack her someone!!!! she drives me to my grave earlier than expected. -stupid face-
i want to watch rob-b-hood and sing kbox. the last movie i watched was the devil wears prada. which is centuries ago. -doink-
mid-autumn. where's my lantern?
jocelyn | 5:18:00 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
he's selling these keychains, which are imported from hong kong. really cute stuff here.
im not sure of the prices though.
but if you guys are really interested in it, get back to me yea? -help me ask around too ok? haha-
just click on the pics to view them in bigger size.
jocelyn | 9:14:00 PM
i shouldnt have.
siGh.
ahHhhhhhHhhhh!!
at this rate, im going crazy.
dont sweet talk to me. please. dont. you're making me fuzz and not know what's right from wrong or what's wrong from right.
stop asking me about things that are in the past. stop. i'll never move on like this.
stop bringing me back to the past. im miserable now.
im not strong like before,
im not brave anymore,
im not happy,
im just plain broken.
someone tell me what to do now.
just dont hurt me please.
jocelyn | 8:49:00 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
didnt informed anyone. or perhaps a few only.
i'm avoiding the world. or perhaps it's a few that im avoiding.
we're drifted. i guess you guys can see that.
it's time for me to step back and take a breather.
jocelyn | 11:26:00 PM
can you hear that?
it's the sound of my heart breaking over and over again.
im broken.
jocelyn | 5:59:00 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
im starting to make sense out of everything,
and forgo everything.
things that i hold on for years,
things that i choose not to forget.
im letting them go now.....
much better.
jocelyn | 11:41:00 PM
me and my mum. =) look alike right? at my uncle's wedding buffet.
that's the groom + me + sis.
haha my big big ah ma and me. small small ah ma is chatting away with her sis....
sis and me at the stairs. whEeee!! vain shot. i look nice. haha.
melissa, merrick, my aunt and ah lu sis. apparently merrick wasnt in a good mood, so that accounts for his sulky face.
