Friday, April 28, 2006


it's amazing how people fall in and out of love.......



it's never ending.

















nostalgic.

jocelyn | 12:56:00 AM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006


i dont see why i should be wasting my brain space thinking about you.















im tired....give me a break.

jocelyn | 11:24:00 PM

Monday, April 24, 2006


the all time famous 'ok' penguin! haha yes...this is the dumb penguin that im referring to. apparently, someone had a birthday celebration and this penguin was part of the cake's decor. they decided to put the lonely 'ok' penguin by the window and amuse the shit out of ikan the great. cute right? haha...oh well, if you're from nus, go to engine, LT7A that side....it's on the second floor. will get to see the famous bench that me and chris studied through the night too. haha.....=)


the lonely and poor snail crawling on the curb....think it's 4 plus am.....hmmm wonder how long did it take to crawl to the curb. bahHhhh...


drew this for chrissy poo during my break. nice hor?

jocelyn | 11:18:00 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006


chrissy poo.....look here....




IM UPDATING MY BLOG OK?



hahaha....she's going to kill me.



ok....so im doing the disappearing act...exams' coming up and i really cant find the time and energy to blog. -yawn- i m falling asleep.

nus is like my second home now..... (yes....of all places, it has to be nus...) hahaha....been studying here, mugging my ass off....sleeping at 7 in the morning....gosh....

oh well....its been a really really long time since i last woke up at that time anyway.

fresh air.
morning dew.
snails.
beautiful sunrise.
cheers.
siew mai.
sandy siew mai...( please handle siew mai with care and not drop it....haha)
laptops.
stupid power point. -________________-"
sleeping on benches.
flat butts.
hairbands.
youtube.
inuyasha.
mike he.
physical chem.
fong seng.
pratas.
milo dino.
maggie soup/special.
making friends.
kiasu-ism.
booking of tables.
lang bei.
kbox.
mac.
pizza.
'ok' penguin.
shuai ge. =)
marine parade.
plain water.
"dont see me, call me aun-chek."
blankets.
ghost stories.
pgp.
bungalows.
6 months.
eeyore.
piglet. (piglet is a guy....not girl.)
nike bottle.
mascara.
taking photos with my handphone. (ahem)
gibbs energy. (∆G = ∆H - T∆S)
spectacles.
stupid faces.
porridge.
laughters.
fun.
chrissy poo.
joce the ikan.
nus.




yeaps. =)











jia you to everyone.

jocelyn | 4:36:00 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006


hahha....this is going out to my beloved gang people.


ne: you're the classic. should write a book about you getting cheated. hahaha...makeover...anyway, there's really a place called hollywood secrets...and it's in paragon. same floor as sushi tei. nice manicure and makeovers. =) hahaha....you just make my day.

garpy: yeah!!! the fishes did it again!!! hahaha....bluffing nene....oh well.....it's fun. take care and cheer up k? hohoho....-fishy hug-

jill porky: my daily dose of irritating-ness. hahaha....going for facial? can try going to coslab....their facial is not bad....and reasonable prices too. =P

chrissy poo: studying with you in nus was fun! haha....the mac, the books on floor and cramping on a single bed....haha dumb.....



alright, back to studies. =)

jocelyn | 1:56:00 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006


fuck you!!!!!




hahaha....i know your eyes must be popping out right now.


yesh. i've not been in the best of mood since yesterday. grRrr...

1. it might be the pre-exams stress.
2. it IS the pre-exams stress.
3. im broke.
4. im having a bad hair day.
5. my fringe sucks!!!! (which further reinforce point number 4)

siGh. i have no idea what's up with me for the past few days. there's a lot of things that i want to do and say but yet, i cant.

i have to wait.


wait till the exams are over and settle things that have been hanging around for too long. perhaps what you guys say is right....

persistent? i think i m.


egoistic? i think so too.


i dont wish for much.....i just want you to face me and talk. that's all.


people are getting on my nerves. i seriously have no idea what the msn status is for. i know you guys have read about this issue a few times.....but....the thing is, when you are away. why is it that someone is dumb enough to nudge you for 5 times and repeatedly say 'hello?' when there's no reply?

is that person born without a brain or iq? i dont understand.

perhaps i should just write in to msn and ask them to scrap off the whole status thingy since no one gives a damn about it anyway.












i still feel like crying.....bottling it all up.

jocelyn | 7:14:00 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006


ahHhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! only one week away from exams!!!




and i m not even halfway through chem!!!





PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY!!!!





i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.














stop acting like nothing's wrong...
cos in fact, nothing is going right.
stop pretending like you can let go of everything
when deep down you cant.

i dont know how and i dont know why
but......







i wanna cry.

jocelyn | 11:08:00 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006


stressed.

stressed. Stressed.

stresseD. stressed. stRessed....

stressed. stresseD.









think it's obvious enough......im stressed.













it's a small world afterall......

jocelyn | 5:39:00 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006


-roar-

so tired!!! in nus engine studying....nice place....haha not as much PRCs as i expected. heh....less noise without them.

been studying non stop for the past few hours....taking a short little break.


-random thoughts-



WHO THE HELL CAME UP WITH THE THEORY OF ELECTROCHEMISTRY AND ELECTROLYSIS!!!!! CURSE YOU!!!




-________________________-"



in short, i hate physical chem to the core....damn it, why didnt i put in more concentration and effort back then in jc?? -hhRrrmmmMmmppphhHhh-


trying to come up with the next 50 things you people should know....but currently stuck at number 6. brilliant. hahaha.

cant wait for exams to finish....the peeps at school are planning trip to sentosa and most prob, a chalet there too. yeah! can party and have fun. very very belated birthday celebration. wohoo!





and the guy besides me cant stop tsk tsk-ing.














tsk tsk.

jocelyn | 5:45:00 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006


shopping shopping shopping...



been doing nothing but shopping.






man....im really going to fail my exams this time round....














ignorance is a bless sometimes. =)

jocelyn | 12:10:00 AM

Friday, April 07, 2006


written, seen.

cries, heard

but

ignored.


why?





im hurt.

jocelyn | 11:11:00 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006


i love this pic! all tongues to the right! haha....


the all time fishy pose. heh.


the sqaure ones. (",)


erm....actually, up till now, i have no idea what does that 'dumpling' hand thingy means....haha



our feet. hahahahaha....i just have to do this.....CHECK OUT NE'S FAT THIGHS!!!!!

jocelyn | 1:53:00 PM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006



here's a pic of the gang at the overhead bridge linking towards marina square. nice pic!!! =)


the bimbotic version of - hear no evil (nene), speak no evil (garpy) and see no evil (chris). heh.

the prezzies! biotherm erm....exfoliation thingy, contact lenses (wrapped up by kw....hahaha), clinque mascara and wine (courtesy of avril). => notice kw's ez link card and the stupid bill chit? lolx.....dont ask....i have no idea what is it doing there too.


the birthday girls - avril (my jie) and me! happy happy happy.


hahahahahahha!!! ah toot rite????!!!! yeah!!!

jocelyn | 7:28:00 PM


one of the best birthday celebration i've had.


thanks guys.......really really appreciated it.

enjoyed it too. =)




(though i have no voice now. haha)



really thanks a lot. -hugs-













blessed.

jocelyn | 12:10:00 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006


alrighty!

happy birthday to me!!
happy birthday to avril!!
happy birthday to llama!!

yeah!!!



we're officially two decades old!!!

jocelyn | 12:09:00 AM

Monday, April 03, 2006


arGh.......i hate to be sick. grRrrr.....


havent been eating for the past few days....except for the crabs yesterday. heh. black pepper crab and chilli crab. oOooo...yummy yummy....-slurp-

oh guess what's the best way to lose weight?







get sick. lose up to 3kg. results guaranteed!

haha.

birthday coming up....im facing a mid-life crisis here. i dont wanna turn 20. it's just so old. no more teens and fun. was talking to sal sal online yesterday night and was on the topic of growing old.... (of cos) and looking back at our lives.

hey, i didnt realise i've been roaming on earth for the past 2 decades. brilliant.

and...looking back at the childish things i've done.....i've indeed grown up and mature a whole lot since last year. -eEeekkk.....scary....-

things that i used to treasure does not matter as much anymore,
i think twice before acting,
and im actually saving money. wow. (exclamation mark)


bahHhhh...im bored.














just walk away.

jocelyn | 3:18:00 PM

Saturday, April 01, 2006


fever!


how sucky can that get?!!


and im having the heroine-dry-stuffed-feeling. bahHhhhhh..........nvm. hahaha


it's april's fool.....and i've yet to fool any souls around. -____________-" to think i've been fooled a few times already. sheEsh. hahaha.....thanks ar nene.......you really got me fooled.....first time in history that ne can trick someone so convincingly. lolx.

im officially jobless. heh. any lobangs around? i need a job.....ie. i need money. hohoho.


and it seems like everyone will die with regrets.....of cos.....i will too.

i have yet to finish my degree,
work as a researcher,
write a good poem,
get married,
have sex,
record an album,
try smoking,
belly piercing,
travel to france,
open a cafe,
scream my lungs out at the beach,
scruba dive,
take a look at titanic,
win a nobel prize,
be a top-notch bitch,
buy a LV bag,
sit in SIA's first class,
sit in a rocket,
and

the

list

goes

on. hahahaha....














the last thing i need now is another april's fool joke......

jocelyn | 9:26:00 PM