Monday, February 27, 2006
feeling?
damn shiok.
dining at 70th floor...nice view.....good ambience.....nice songs.....food wasnt that fantastic......but still.....i love the place.
had the famous singapore sling (cocktail) there......mMmmm....it's nice.....but strong....
headed down to clark quay after that....wanted to go to MOS....but it wasnt open....sianz.....so headed down to madam wong instead.....eye opener. super loud music.....flashing lights.....and eh.....not much people cos it's sunday....haha.
had long island tea there.....and two glasses of vodka lime. surprisingly, i m still awake....and actually, very awake.
grandma wasnt really happy....cos i smelled of liquor.....and she said i shouldnt drink.....haha the thing is, who doesnt drink when they go clubbing? guess it's the generation gap thingy.....
oh well....i gtg.....perhaps....i'll go study.....not waste time.
eye-opener.
jocelyn | 1:07:00 AM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
jocelyn | 1:46:00 PM
only left with four days to study....but but....i m wasting my time away!!
eek!!
how to finish studying everything. =(
sigh.
being unreasonable here?
i dont think so.
it first started with you...
i dont wanna start a war of words or anything....
i seriously dont give a damn about anything now.
jocelyn | 1:38:00 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
sigh.
watched the funeral service of mr rajaratnam on tv just now. so sad....his love for his wife is so strong...sniffle. was reading today newspapers, as his memory was failing during his old age after his wife passed away, he stick a post-stick on his wife's photograph, saying that he will always love his darling wife. so touching right? i cried after reading it ok........
and it seems people only tend to treasure and realised the importance of someone after they are gone. bahHhhh. of cos, this includes me.
oh well....on a lighter note, my boss treating all of us to equinox to eat tomorrow! wohOo!! hahaha....dining on the 72th floor....overseeing the whole of singapore.....niceEee......so looking forward to it. =)
remembered.
jocelyn | 10:29:00 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
currently at SP....heh. in the library...using their computer....and blogging of cos.
sal sal is by my side...haha....it's been long since we last meet up. feels good to see her again. =)
okies.
will blog again once i get home.
hop hop hop.....
jocelyn | 5:04:00 PM
i m bored!!! dont feel like studying anymore....sniffle. how to finish studying by end of the week??!!!
sigh.
anyway...i miss school life...as in school school....not part time schooling. i m missing out on campus life ----> rushing from lessons to lessons, having lunch with friends, studying in the library, staying in hostel, having activities, cca and many many more. as much as there are people out there who are envy of my part time work and schooling, i m envy of them......
the grass is always greener on the other side.....bahHhhh....
heh. im blogging a lot right? enough for you guys to read?
walking zombie.
jocelyn | 12:44:00 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
oh yea...so about yesterday night. nene stayed overnight right....just as me and chris decided to not study and pei her through the night, she slept. she pang seh us. hahaha....nvm. she's tired....not much different from a walking panda. see? told you not to join so much things already....the one who is suffering in the end is you....bahHhhh.... -here goes zhu si ling nagging again.....-
i m scaring myself i think....with the whole studying thingy. didnt know i can get so freaky when i get down to serious business. sheesh.
and the mac "oOooooorRrrrrrchard road, uncle." advert is kinda getting on my nerves.
and i dont know what to do.....cos i'll never be with you....
jocelyn | 3:48:00 PM
nope. i m not studying. duh-H....cos nene is staying over too....feel bad when she's staying over but yet we're studying....no one to entertain her. hmmm.
oh well, guess we're just going to chat through the night and have fun. hahaha....
kbox just now was cool....i wanna sing some more. but the waitress at kbox was fucking attitude. i seriously feel like killing her, stabbing her, stepping her and choke her. grRrrr...she's bloody rude. some people just cant serve others....lack of service professionalism. pfFfftt.
im sleepy...tired....is it the tequila sunrise? or seriously lack of sleep? hmmmm. i wonder.
you make me wanna lala....lala....
jocelyn | 2:32:00 AM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
ok...first up, salsa! it was fun! haha...not forgetting the fact that i was clumpsy.....and i dont have a partner...soOo i was dragged to dance with the instructor in front of the whole class. grRrr. still, it was alright. haha....need basic salsa lessons? i can teach. for free. =) heez.
next up, i m staying in chrissy poo's hostel tonight!!! hahaha...yea yea...going for midnight kbox later too. supposed to be studying now but then...we're at genki sushi now....eating like there's no tomorrow....(it's buffet by the way.....eat till it's worth your money!!! wahahahhaa)
bahHhhh...fun fun fun...but later, study study study. balance eh?
erm....er....eh....ar.....
nothing else to blog about already. so i guess that's all for the time being. ciao.
anticipation.
jocelyn | 3:23:00 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
think i'm getting short fused.
ahHhhhh!!!
why?
jocelyn | 12:21:00 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
just waiting for time to pass and meet eka. going for salsa later! wohooo!! hahaha....so exciting! then again, i wonder if i can dance. heez.
met up with faizah yesterday. seriously, going out with her can drive you nuts. doing stupid things, laughing at anything dumb or not dumb. hmmm...haha. fun. took lots of pics...erm...haha yea...
missed band prac again. bahHhh...
not working for whole of next week. rest time!
[miss]understood.
jocelyn | 2:32:00 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
happy valentine's day to all out there! -super late but still, better than not wishing- =)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
love is in the air...for the past few days at least. bouquets of flowers everywhere, couples holding hands, dining in fine restaurants, public display of affections and of course, not forgetting, the non-couples out there......went out with su and eka on vday. got cookies from su, baked with love....haha....thanks....it was delicious.
found a cap that suits me....it was paperboy cap. i like it soOo much!! will go get it once i get my pay.
quitting my job mid of next month. not surprising huh? hahaha....yea....work politics and backstabbing just weighs you down at work. im sure there's lots of job waiting for me out there! heh.
tests and more tests coming....with final exams in the beginning of march. cant find time to study at all....perhaps im just physically too tired to do anything...all i need is just a good rest....and nothing else.
chrissy poo got her hostel...single room...which means....haha i m going over there to stay and party!!!!! yeah!! not really party but study i guess.....heez. with mac delivery and more junk food awaiting us. fat.
currently doing online business with faizah...selling bags....heez.....new source of income....hopefully can earn lots from selling bags online. =) do support me!
thinking of pulling out from mj alumni band...cos i cant find the time to practice......doubt i'll be able to catch up and learn the songs in such a short time.....worse still..might have to see sia swee suan. -shudders at the thought of that- bahHhhh. see first ba.
it's been three years since you've gone...
but it seems like yesterday.
valentine's day is never the same again,
cos it marks the day you left...
i miss you...
the gathering, the fun, the time when i sit on your lap to watch tv...
it's all in the past.
i miss you...i really do....
sigh.
jocelyn | 2:36:00 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
to that day...that time...
and stop there.
i wish i had the courage back then,
to tell you everything....
to confess.
i wish i didnt see you yesterday,
exchange greeting...
and make myself feel so miserable now.
i wish you didnt sms me today,
to make me zonked out for the whole day at work...
and think about you right now.
i wish you didnt exist.....
jocelyn | 9:56:00 PM
bahHhh...i m still waiting for people to ask me out....nene, if you are reading my blog, haha....you are not the only lonely one on vday....dear ol' zhu siling is stuck somewhere out here mossing away too. heez. just to comfort you a little, i still need to work on vday, wrapping flowers for all the couples in the world and die from overdose of flowers. lolx. feeling better?
haha....aiya....vday is just any other normal day.....i've lived through it for the past 19 years...one more quiet vday doesnt make any difference. seriously.
bio essay coming up tomorrow....being such a lazy ass.....i cant be bothered to memorise my essay.......or at least not until i've gotten enough rest.
been really busy lately, work is really hectic....and irritating with dumb guys buying flowers costing up till 100 plus bucks. might as well buy one stalk of flower and get the girl a really good gift like ring or something....isnt it better and more worth it than a bouquet of flowers that withers after one week? hahaa...that's my opinion of cos......
bio is nonetheless, still driving me up the wall....and i've made up my mind to change course. from biomed science to pharmaceutical science. heh. yeap. wish me luck. =)
i got myself a new pair of specs! finally. gonna stop wearing contacts for a period of time...cant afford it...so better start getting used to seeing me in specs when you guys see my outside. no worries....i dont look dumb or stupid in this specs. hahaha....
oh ya...went to holland v to eat last night....walked past sushi tei....had a craving for jap food. and yea, i saw him...exchanged greetings and that's all. headed to the north indian restaurant place to try out some indian food. hahaa....exotic and not forgetting, spicy. overall experience- priceless.
and suddenly...i cant help but to think back of those days when i was still working in sushi tei and you were still around.......
reminiscing.
jocelyn | 9:27:00 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
wrapped 4 bouquets of flowers and all of them were sold out. heh. so happy!! =)
one customer was happy with my service and she even said thank you for your patience....heez. (^^,)
brought 10 bucks out today and i didnt spend a single cent. know why? cos lunch treat was on irene...wanted to pay her but she say dont need. next up, dinner. liying's sis was at suntec, so we got her to pack food for us since the food at raffles city was getting a little...erm....yucky. and yea....when she came with the food, i wanted to pay, she said dont need. then it was snacks. liying went out to get a drink for herself. she came back with two. one for me. haha...it's new zealand nature's thick chocolate milkshake.
ha! what a treaty day.
and so valentine's day is coming...the orders are piling...stress....need to start wrapping hand bouquets at supersonic speed. was supposed to work till 10pm on v day but i bluff my boss i'm having lessons at night. damn evil right? hahahha....aiya....heck care....i need a break. anyone wants to date me? hahaha. jk.
bahHhhh...off to do my research on monozygotic twins. shEesH. ciao~
fluttering eyelids. yawns.
jocelyn | 11:32:00 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
grRrrr.
no time to study for lab quiz!!
jocelyn | 11:05:00 PM
work is dragging me down...yea, you can say that's part of a learning experience but, does learning have to be so torturous and painful? some people can never keep their mouth shut and tell everyone everything. why? i've learn my lesson and kept my mouth shut but seems like others never learn.
everyone makes mistake....so admit it. dont pinpoint other people and make it seems like you're the innocent party when you're partially at fault too. when i get the blame, i dont see myself pointing my finger at you and saying that you did it too....why? for the sake of saving your ass and getting into a fight i guess.
part timers are not slaves...not meant to be bullied...yes, full timers definitely work longer hours than us...i dont deny that fact, so what? that doesnt give you the reason or the previlege to order people around - sweep the floor, throw the rubbish and even do all the deliveries for the day. i'm human too....i'm tired. i still have school.....
and of cos, as much as you own the shop, be polite and kind. dont always say we dont use our brains when we work. oh yea sure....you saint one....oh mighty mighty brainy one....you are the only one who uses your brain when you work....my foot.
seriously, i dont give a damn about the people there anymore....i enjoyed looking at the flowers and making bouquets and everything....but you fucking people are just making me sick.
damn you.
jocelyn | 12:04:00 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
heh heh. damn vain right? bahHhh...yeap. i've nothing to do after house visiting...so decided to take a pic of myself in the kitchen. weird place to take photo....who cares? as long as i look alright in the picture. heez..1.jpg)
in the bus and on the way to visit relatives. can see my dad behind? haha
