Monday, January 31, 2005
yea....about that guy, i kinda treating him as transparent now...glad that this job is ending in about one week's time. *pHew* of course, ikan the great dont like to drag things and beat around the bush, told him that i going out with my friend...so i cant make it for the v day thingy. actually...he's so freaky...will tell you guys this whole fiasco and story when i have the time? heez....i even resorted to asking rende to call me everyday at 11pm when i knock off so, even if i m walking with him, i m on the phone and i dont need to talk to him!!! *maSter pLoT* heh heh....evil fishy i know.
okies....woke up way too early yesterday morning...i actually plan to sleep all the way to the afternoon...got to catch up with my sleep...but dearest ol' mummy literally drag me out of my bed cos she want me to pei her to go temple to pray. so dotz right? hahaha...aiya...i havent been going with her for quite a long time...so i have to drag my sorry ass out of my comfy bed and start preparing.
headed off to the temple in toa payoh. wow~ stuffy and hot i would say...lots of people....joss stick nearly burnt people's hair again....hahhaha....pray for the safety of the family, everybody be healthy and of course, pray that i will get good grades and get into a local uni. heez....after that, went to the famous macpherson hawker centre to eat lunch or breakfast....whatever it is. nie food. yummy.
next stop, was the temple at bugis there. hahahha...pray again...niceEe....
went to O.G. to shop. mum bought a dress for me and sis. hahaha....very nice!!! will for new year man. brought her to seiyu where she meet daddy...lolx...i become a lightbulb. left them to shop while i proceed to plaza sing to meet su first. we played the electronic keyboard and we sounded and look retarded playing it. heehee....sad right? embarrassing ourselves in carrefour. realised that we are late...quickly walked down to orchard to meet our beloved tuition teacher desmond and jill and lynn. hahhaa. the meeting turned out to be fun man.
had our dinner at pizza hut and of course, had our usual laughing fit. great time bullying him and poking fun. oh, he treated us to eat nydc. mudpie and elmer cake. *hmmm....* i wanna eat nydc again. yea...i m running out of time...got to start preparing for work....dont wanna be late.
so dreading it...got to see his face again....
jocelyn | 10:49:00 AM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
haha....besides the cough, everything is just not going my way.
this guy from my work place ask me out on valentines day....can someone help me to think of a reason to push it away....*big innocent eyes* *HELP ME!!*
*bang head*
jocelyn | 10:57:00 AM
Friday, January 28, 2005
i miss my daddy! (havent seen him for four days)
i miss the soup cooked by my mummy...(been eating dinner without soup...and it's horrible...i cant survive without soup)
i miss eating dinner at home!
i miss snatching seats at the sofa with gary and gavin so as to watch tv...
i miss charmed...
i miss CSI...
i miss the 9pm show shown on channel 8...
i miss chatting on the phone with nene pookie....
i miss the guppy fishy ol' palie...
i miss jill-o the worm....
i miss vril vril and her lame stuff...
i miss kah woon for his jokes...
(not that i dont miss christine....but she works with me everyday....haha)
i miss sleeping till late afternoon...and taking naps till late evening...
i miss everyone.... *sniFfLe*
glad that daddy stayed up to wait for me to come back from work....althought he was really tired....=) i'm a happy little girl now....
jocelyn | 1:18:00 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
working full time i would say is really fun! haha..the people are nice, the dinner that is catered for us is nice (except for today's food) *yuck* and yea...i think that's all. best of all, if there's no more orders, we can go home early! hahaha...lame right?
me and chris bought loads of chips and sweets to stock up in the office...and guess what? depletion sia...we are only left with two packet of chips. dotz....seems like the people in the office can really eat huh? as i m typing this, the orders keep running through my head....doink....like ZEG8....buy 2 and can get 1 ZEG155 free....what sia....i m nuts. i know.
oh ya, i came across this order today, so freaking funny i tell you...ok, in the order form, you have to fill in the recipent's address and particular before we can key it into the system and allow the people to print the order. this stupid idiot, want to send someone a hamper, but yet dont know his address...so he wrote on the delivery instruction- please call him before delivery for his address. like hello?!! so whatever right? i was like laughing my ass off and shawn was cursing him. so troublesome. might as well all the people who wants to send hamper just give us the recipents' number, then we call them and ask for their address right? *bish*
so, lesson learnt- please write eligibly and make some sense when filling up order form, if not, you sure very suay cos people behind the scene (like me) will be cursing you all the way for making for my life and job so difficult, or not, you are making a fool out of yourself. seriously...imagine us laughing away at the order form cos of some nonsensical thing you wrote...and best of all, we know your name. heehee.....
okay....so far, this is all that i can remember from the day i worked full shift until now....my brain is so not functioning....got to go catch some sleep. will update again once i have the time. tata!
jocelyn | 12:34:00 AM
Monday, January 24, 2005
sleepy...sleepy....wahHhh....gonna work full time starting from today onwards. doubt i will have the time to update as much as before. *sniFfLe*
met up with the square ones yesterday afternoon. man...i miss them so much. first up, we headed to sushi tei taka cos jill wanna check out her schedule. nest, it was sushi tei paragon cos nene pookie wants to check her schedule too. lolx...so cartoon. all of us have the craving for pino...as usual...we went to sushi tei paragon to eat pino. heh heh...but then, judgin by us, whenever we go inside, we always end up eating more than want we crave. hmmm...in the end, we ordered curry rice too. hahahha....
their manager wasnt there...so yea...guess what? they treat us eat pino and gave us this enormous bowl of curry rice. haha...they were saying own staff so nvm...cook extra for us. oh ya, realised that sushi tei paragon have more cute chefs and cook than the taka branch. ahhHh!! the big eye guy is soOoo cute man. nene ar...tsk tsk.
laughed and made a fool of ourselves in sushi tei again....dont knoe why we were laughing so badly too....hahhaa....oh well....at least we managed to catch up with each other.
headed off to pasir ris in the evening to give kah woon a surprise cos he going back to teklong liao. somehow, he looks thinner and taller. which is a good thing right? haha...he very shuang sia...5 girls sending him off...still show off some more. miss the fishy gang so much too. aye.
oh well...got to go liao....need to start preparing for work. ciao~
jocelyn | 11:43:00 AM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
*yum yum* *stomach growls again*
i worked today from 10.30 to 3....was nearly late for work cos i missed the bus. hahaha....but now, i have earned 100 bucks! now i understand earning is so difficult...i rather study now.
chris treat me to eat mac in the afternoon cos now, it's my turn to be broke. hahaha...what seh...lent her my mp3 player...haha...
i cant get over the past.
that's what i cant seems to move on....
i m shadowed by the dark past...
all i want now is some light
to guide me away from this darkness and misery.
i'm sorry....
jocelyn | 10:08:00 PM
so far, i've bought a black racer tank top from 77th street, a billabong sling bag from there too, a hand printed one-design-one-piece halter cum skirt cum tube thingy-ishy, a white polo tee and a watch. i m short of shoes...will be going back to O.G. soon to get my adidas shoes...i like it so much!!!! oh wait...i need to cut my hair too...haha the fringe is getting on my nerves...i want it short!
no more time for shopping starting from next week onwards...gonna work from 2 to 11 so yea...there goes my weekdays...it's ok, i still have sunday to buy all the last minute stuff that i want so much and also, pay back my debts. not good to owe people money and not clear it before the new year...if not will get bad luck. yes...superstitious i know.
oh ya, mum bought a new pooh bear door mat for the new year...haha...big, nice and duh-H orange pooh on the floor for people to step when they get in. i wanted the hamtaro one but aiya...it's kinda white, so will get dirty very easily. bought cushion case for the o-biang cushion that we are having now. finally...
ate a lot of food today too...had wanton noodles and some erm...what you call foo chow noodles....they were like trying it! try it! it's nice...but yuck, it's not my kind of food. yea...haha...the coffee was good. thick and not so sweet....now that's what you call coffee and heaven. *mMmmm....* the thai coconut were sweEet! yum yum...just reminds me of the times when iwent to thailand with my family and we always have coconut everywhere...yum yum yum....love coconut juice and of course, the meat or flesh. whatever you call it.
shop till i drop...people had a good time stepping on my flats. sheesh. was going to shout out the f word anytime soon...so hot, then they keep pushing me....idiotic. still smoke and blow right in front of me...was cursing them to die early from smoking. =P
ah well....it's still fun anyway.
off you go to ns....
and goodbye!
finally...
i can put my head to rest....
jocelyn | 1:23:00 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
that was pure sarcasm anyway...
it's bloody hot!! my god...and to think that some tourists actually escape from their country to here to enjoy the sunshine....i rather stay put and enjoy the snow. hRmmpH.
going out with dad, mum and sis later! yeah...it's been so freaking long since i last went out with them...sniffle. guess it's time for family bonding! haha...going to chinatown later...but the weather is still so hot, so most prob setting off in the evening ba. oh wait...i just remember, happy hari raya haji people!! hahaha....
yesterday was fun at work...as usual, chaos and more chaos...so many people placed their orders and we have to rush like shit. made three mistakes yesterday...boohoo...first time so many typo...first i forgot to type the building (man...how is the deliveryman going to send the hamper without the building?! ka bish!!) second, i forgot to type the telephone no.!! hahaha....how is noel going to contact the person to collect their payment? thirdly, i typed the from wrongly!! hahhaa...what the hell sia...there's something wrong with me yesterday definitely.
chris is not much better...we were like having this competition to see who has the most mistakes. hahaha....of course, she's the winner of competition...heehee...aiya...i need to work on saturday...sianz 1/2. but it's okies...i'll be earning more...=) oh ya, i'll be getting my pay!! wahahahaha....yea!!
jocelyn | 2:53:00 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
my work station is invaded by someone!! i have to change seat and sit with someone that i didnt really enjoy sitting with. got the hang of everything very fast. now, i can key in the datas very fast and erm...accurately. didnt make any mistakes today at all....yeah!! aiya...staring at the screen for 4 straight hours is really bad for your eyes...it gets dry and irritatingly red...i shall wear my spec tomorrow man...
i work for two days...and it means 40 bucks in my pocket....but then....it's for my billabong sling bag!! haha...yea...kinda calculative nowadays...i work two days for one bag...hmmm....okies...so i work for nothing technically speaking. lolx....i m trying hard to save up!! i walk for 20 minutes to the bus stop outside so i can save one bus trip...biSh. nvm...i'll treat it as a form of exercise then....quite scare to walk there now...cos there's a lot of factories. then those shitty workers in jump suit always whistle and stare at you...it makes me...erm...scare. duh-H.
i dont know what to say...
seriously.
you said you fell for me...
and was sad when i rejected you.
but you didnt seem serious during the outing...
so...you cant expect me to return your love...
jocelyn | 9:11:00 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
first day of work and what can be worse than taking bus and dropping at the wrong stop? haha....yea....welcome to ikan the great's life.
it was ok...got the hang of the work very quickly...so far, i've only typed one thing wrongly, which is good right? heehee...realised that typing and facing the comp for 4 hours can actually be taxing and tiring...the place is bloody cold too...bet you, even polar bears cant survive there.
the people are nice....wei ee is my mentor...i felt really bad cos i kept asking her questions....=( but aiya...if dont ask, then make mistakes worse right? hmmm....yea....lots of mj people working there...in the same department. dont feel awkward or anything at all...cos we can mingle quite well together. lolx...it feels like back in school....
learnt something today....and that is- next time, when you fill in forms to order something, please fill in the things in the right spaces provided and write neatly!!! omg...i typed the surname of someone wrongly cos of horrigible handwritings...mistook a u for an a. in the end, the surname became pang instead of pung. sheesh.
oh ya, i realised that no one in the world can be blurrer than me...SIA called me today...i picked up the call, thinking that it was some agent....the person was so soft spoken too....i didnt hear her say SIA properly....and when asked if i can start work tomorrow, i said sorry....i found a job liao. like wtf!!! i wanted to strangle myself...i only realised it was a call from SIA when chris came over to me and asked if that was SIA cos she got a missed call from them. wahHhh!! there goes my future!! my job....noOooo....
nvm...chris told her dad about it....so most prob we will have to wait for them to call back again...which is also a good thing too...cos i need to work at noel for at least 3 days before i can leave the place...yea...siGh. please call me back!! wahHhh...if only i can explain to them that i mistook them for a job agent ar....*sniffle*
hmmm....slacking right now...will only start work at 3 in the afternoon...haha...can sleep until late in the morning...and yesh!! this time, i will get down at the right stop! hmmpH...and not make a fool out of myself.
jocelyn | 8:40:00 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005
this guy said he wanted to woo me and want me to be his first girlfriend.
see? the thing is i have never met him before! and when asked, what do you see in me? he said, "you are attractive and good."
what does he mean by good? he dont even know me.....he likes me only because of looks...and he is judging my goodness by my looks...*siGh.*
told him he is superficial right in the face...sadly, he didnt understand the meaning of superficial. *kA biSh*
and you know what is the best part? the guy that i went out with told me he likes me. oh goody good. at the very right time. i might as well go and kill myself now....
jocelyn | 11:26:00 PM
La la la...
Kokoro ga kogetsuite yakeru nioi ga shita
Sore wa yume no owari subete no hajimari datta
Akogareteta mono wa utsukushiku omoete
Te ga todokanai kara kagayaki o mashita no darou
Kimi no kudake chitta yume no hahen ga boku no mune o sashite
Wasurete wa ikenai itami toshite kizamareteku
Hana no youni hakanai no nara
Kimi no moto de saki hokoru deshou
Soshite egao mitodoketa ato
Sotto hitori chitte yuku deshou
La la la...
Kimi ga zetsubou to iu nano fuchi ni tatasare
Soko de mita keshiki wa donna mono datta no darou
Iki basho o nakushite samayotteru muki dashi no kokoro ga
Fureru no o osorete surudoi toge hari meguraseru
Tori no youni habatakeru nara
Kimi no moto e tonde yuku deshou
Soshite kizu o otta sono se ni
Boku no hane o sashi dasu deshou
Hana no youni hakanai no nara
Kimi no moto de saki hokoru deshou
Soshite egao mitodoketa ato
Sotto hitori chitte yuku deshou
Tori no youni habatakeru nara
Kimi no moto e tonde yuku deshou
Soshite kizu o otta sono se ni
Boku no hane o sashi dasu deshou
Kaze no youni nagareru no nara
Kimi no soba ni tadori tsuku deshou
Tsuki no youni kagayakeru nara
Kimi o terashi tsuzukeru deshou
La la la...
Kimi ga mou kore ijou nido to kowai mono o
Minakute sumu no nara boku wa nanni demo narou
jocelyn | 8:41:00 PM
siGh.
i branded today as the vain day cos i seriously have nothing to do. bathe for super long today...used the new funky farm shower foam. it's apple smell....niceeEe...i came out smelling better than an apple. duh-H. next up was face. put on mask cos it's been a really long time since i last used it. heehee...
while waiting for the mask to dry, i applied lotion...skin is waAayYyy too dry. needs a lot of moisture. especially my legs. sianz 1/2. eh...face mask still not dry. removed my nail polish. washed my face next and then sink into the january issue of seventeen magazine. good life huh? haha....that's because my job is not starting and i've got all the time in the world. hmmm...found a lot of good deals inside the magazine. wanted to go shopping alone today to buy finish my new year clothes and also check out those places with good deals in the magazine.....but.....(there's always a BUT to everything....) the sky looks threatening and shopping alone can really be boring. i need opinions from people on how i look with the clothes on. siGh. so sad right?
my dearest and oh-so-beloved-sister noticed the boredom in me and suggested me to read her japanese textbook to learn some jap. dotz....i dont wanna study. that's the last thing that i need for the holidays....right now, i wanna work....period.
oh ya...did i update about yesterday? ok...i guess i didnt. well, since i have all the time in the world, might as well just update and blog to kill time.
went out with chris yesterday to buy more new year clothes. haha....had a full day of walking and more walking. headed off to far east first cos chris wanted to collect her top. nice work i woulc say...all the tops have different design. as in....each design only have one type....so it's unique. it's hand painted too....really admire people with such talent.
went to heeren in search of clothes...cos far east ar...er...a little too PINK for me....haha....i cant picture myself in clothes that are pink from head to toe....it's so not me!!! lolx....most prob my parents are going to laugh their head off when they see me in pink. *biSh*
oh ya....guess who we saw? heh heh...we saw guiyi working at 77th street. oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i tell you....eh....should i be bad? ok...i shall. she looks freakin' different from her friendster photo!!! i wont deny that she looks very cute in her photos with that big round eyes...but! hmmm....she looks different. i feel like whipping out my eyebrow pencil....which is in my bag and just go up to her, clean off the piece of mess that she drew....which she will call it her 'nice' eyebrow and re-draw it for her. really!! i dont mean to be a critic....ok....i m being one here....aiya....you people are used to me being like this liao le right? there's a big problem with her eye liner too!! she drew it halfway only...which means she looks weird....haha....ok. i shall stop here....cos i m really getting to be horribly mean...
i want to buy this billabong sling bag....hey bag!!! wait for me!!!!!!! i will get you!!!!
heh heh....i m so happy right now....just got a phone call from shawn, the noel guy. i will be starting work tomorrow!! it's confirmed! yeah! yeah! lalala....i m a happy ass now...heehee...will be working in the same department as chris. lolx...i cant stop smiling now...yippEe! as least i've got company...that shawn ar....aiyo...so fickle minded one....worse than woman. he called me in the morning telling me that he will put me in account department and i will start work next week. then now, he called saying that he transferred me out from accounts and put me in the data entry department so i can work with chris. doink. like....erm....? hello?! okies....i shall not complain anymore...cos i've got the job!! yeah!! 2.30 tomorrow. =)
oh ok ok.....continue from yesterday. i treated chris eat wanton noodles. it's at the graffiti cafe in heeren. 2.80 per bowl only....cheap huh? cheap and nice. yum yum. she's broke...i'm broke....so aiya....anything cheap also can. she got her first surfer stuff yesterday too. a roxy bag. it's very nice!!! hahaha....she's really happy...although she became broke right after buying that bag. heehee....
when i get my first pay check, i m so going to drag chris to pei me buy all the billabong stuff that i wanted....especially that sling bag.
i will get them!! one by one.....heh heh.....
jocelyn | 3:15:00 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
yesterday:
went out shopping with sulastri and met up with jill and nene after that. jill was working earlier, so met up slighty in the afternoon. realised that it's been supEeR loOOonG since i last saw the twins...ok, not really super long, but yea...you know what i mean. guppy palie wasnt there cos she was busy being auntified or what you call work. haha....way to go go guppy!!! you just need one umbrella in NTUC plastic bag, then let the umbrella stick out of your bag and you'll definitely pass off as a aunty!!! haha.....
oh ya, i got my money for new year clothes!! heehee...went out and bought a pair of white flats and a white polo tee. what's up with me and polo tee eh? haha....aye....who cares. mum asked me to buy something more decent. things which can be wore to work and also, next time, to uni. (provided if i can get into one in the first place) so far, the clothes i bought are pretty decent right? ^^,
signed up the seventeen magazine membership card thingy. it was only 5 bucks and with that card, it comes with a whole deal of discounts to places like cafe cartel, starshot, erm...L'oreal products and stuff. got a goodies bag filled with lots of facial products and magazine. sweet. now i have lots of things to use. heh heh. oh oh, the receipt that we got from signing up the card also offer us a free mini makeover on the spot and express manicure. cool eh? me and su queued up for the makeover. i would say i look cutE! hahaha....ok....fine~ thick skin right? i know. we look great! *ahem*of course*ahem*
wanted to shop some more but had to go off to meet someone. yea...all the way at pasir ris. sianz 1/2. went to meet this guy i know from friendster. okay....i was nervous....duh-H. and kinda dreading it....dont know why. i wanted to stand him up but feel very bad....=(
reached there pretty late....saw this guy with erm...outrageous hair colour....i knew it was him...but i didnt call out. he walked past me like 3 times and he didnt realised i was there. he even called to asked if i have reached. *biSh* erm....ok lah...quite a nice guy. helped me carry all my stuff. but sadly, he's too playful....he made me laughed a lot. alright. i didnt exactly enjoy the attention i get from the public when i was with him....sorry.....*feel so bad now* cos his hair colour erm...yea....and he looks kinda beng-ish but he is not. he's tall....much taller than me...and of course, with that kind of height and hair colour, who wouldnt notice him? hmmm....yea. people give me the stare and i feel awkward.....*feel even badder now* siGh.
he sent me home....erm....ya. he insisted. i feel confuse somehow. *ponders* he'll make a good friend i guess. i really hope he's not expecting anything more from me. =S ok...i admit i kinda like him before i even met him....but things change after the meeting right? yea....
today:
went back to school to take a look....so quiet...cos we forgot that school system changed to 5 days thingy....siGh. the school still looks the same...miss the toilet, miss the classroom, miss the teachers, miss the people and miss S307 especially. siGh.
headed off to town with ne and chris after that cos ne needs to work. we went to far east to eat curry chicken rice. yum yum...so super duper nice!! the serving is big!! huge even. i left one piece of chicken. really cant stuff anymore chicken into that big fat stomach of mine. hahhaa....ne left early...cos she's going to be late for work.
went off to shop after ne left. in the end, i only bought one top. hahaha....so much for one day of shopping huh? ah well....had a lot of fun today. literally shop till i drop. lolx....i m so going to save up for this white billabong cap, this greyish colour billabong skirt, this black colour billabong belt, that white long sleeves roxy top and erm...i think that's all. i will get them!!!! wahahahha.... provided if i can come up with that amount of cash. siGh. call me materialistic or a billabong freak. aye!! oh wait, and this billabong sling bag. i really really need a sling bag. hmmm....
was walking along taka there when me n chris were approached by this group of people who are playing this orientation game. it's something like amazing race. they have to rush to all parts of singapore and perform different tasks. and of course, their task was to get passer-bys to like tie their legs together and walk from one end to the other end of taka. haha....we were shouting left right left right with this group of other people...it was fun. or at least we won the group beside us. they gave us each a unique singapore calender. quite nice i would say.
sat outside taka after that and watched this group of people performing. they are really good....you know a group of people performing drums? and coming up with the different rythms? it was bloody cool!! nicEEe....enjoyed myself a lot. met up with ne cos it's her lunch break and we promised to pei her to eat. went to cnie leisure food court and she ate. there's a lot of stuff going on in orchard today. live band performing in cine basement there. haha....very cool and rock and not forgetting, noisy too. the bands performing were great and superb. the guitarists are so super pro lor....so were the drumers. man....if only i can play the guitar...
went home right after that. feeling really tired now...i doubt i can last past 10.30 tonight.
i m starting work on monday if nothing goes wrong. let's just pray that last minute shawn will call on monday and ask me go NOEL for training in the afternoon k? haha.....
jocelyn | 7:43:00 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
can please leave your name when you tag? cos it's getting on my nerves.
thank you.
jocelyn | 1:11:00 AM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
need i repeat again?
i g.o.t. a. j.o.b.!!!!
hahahahhahaa
okies. went out with sulastri today....finally!! girlfriend outing day. it's been e-on since we last went out and have some shopping fun. took neoprints. haha....not surprising. it's a must do thingy ok....
shop around and walk so much....never have i walked so much until my back aches so badly...aiya...want to save money, so walked all the way from orchard to dhoby ghaut and further down to take bus. realised that bus costs soOoo much lesser than mrt. so from now on, i taking the bus everywhere. heez....
oh ya, we decided to do something crazy today. was at watson buying shower foam and stuff....and both of us always wondered how does a pregnancy test kit works. su just took one off the shelf and we bought it. hahaha...bet the cashier must be thinking of some stupid thingy.
went to the toilet and i opened the thingy....cool....now i know how it looks like and how it works. hahaha...passed it over to su who is in the cubical beside me. lolx...kinda funny....the next time, we are going to buy flavoured condoms and see.
jocelyn | 10:54:00 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
chris came to my house today to slack and read books...ended up sleeping and playing with melissa and erm...went online and surf friendster. haha...realised that we actually know quite a lot of people....like the person is from my primary school then she happened to know them in secondary school. cool huh? or let's just say that singapore is a small country. heez....
nothing special happened today...it's just a plain normal simple day.
with nothing much to update too...
jocelyn | 7:59:00 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
christine and me. 11/01/05.
jocelyn | 10:57:00 PM
there is supposed to be a man in helmet...haha....but too many pic covered the guy and now...we can only see the helmet.
jocelyn | 10:56:00 PM
heehee...my fav pic...as usual...i m going to say this again - i look so cute!!! hahaha....=)
jocelyn | 10:50:00 PM
anyhow to add pic to the photo. see the biscuit? so dotz right?
jocelyn | 10:49:00 PM
twist!
jocelyn | 10:49:00 PM
heehee....check out the cute little line men on the side. very nice!!
jocelyn | 10:47:00 PM
hahaha....much much much better than yesterday definitely. though still feel like puking for a few times. heez....went out with christine today to look for job. went to NOEL to apply for admin work. we kinda got the job i think. will have to wait for the person to call to see if we start work this week or next week. cool huh? i feel so happy!! the job will only last for 3 weeks cos during this peak period, many people will order hampers for lunar new year. yeah yeah!!! at least now ikan the great have something to do for 3 weeks and maybe about eh...700 bucks to earn? ^^,
went to shop at bugis after that. took neoprints too. very long never take already man. haha...took the machine that me and the trumpeters took before and we screwed up. this time, everything turned out ok. =) luckily....first time in my life i've added so many cartoons to neoprints. haha....and of course, chris didnt spare any pictures from the pigs cartoon. she ar....pig lover. lolx....
lalala....feeling very happy now....maybe because i've got a job and after this, maybe maybe......luckily, i can get to work in SIA. heehee....got to shoo off now...sis needs to use the comp for project. sianz 1/2....i still want to blog...wahHhh~~~
jocelyn | 8:18:00 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
havent been feeling well since yesterday...puked once at 4am and another time at 7am.
thought after puking will be better...but erm...i puked again at 9plus.......
went to see doc at bedok....felt so goo-y....like going to die from diarrhoea and vomiting. got an injection near my ass...man, it hurts up till now. =(
puked again right after seeing the doc. sianz 1/2. it is definitely the calms and the mussels from seoul garden.
goSh...i slept from 1 to 7...when i woke up, i nearly fainted...i satoutside the toilet and i cant stand up at all...haha...scare everyone in my family....my grandma and mum had a hard time helping me up from the floor. haha....i very heavy. wanna try losing weight? try food poisoning...haha...i lost 2 kg liao...fast right?
aye...one lesson learnt - remember to cook your food properly ya?
jocelyn | 9:46:00 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN YANG!! haha.... =)
alright. updates!
went to international plaza in the morning...was supposed to meet my friends at 9.30 and i only woke up at like....erm....8? heehee...rush like nobody's business....didnt even eat breakfast. signed up with 5 or 6 agencies....i lost count. lolx....we went from the 9th to 21th floor and 32nd to 35th floor to look for agencies. walked round and round just to find them. woah~~ the lifts are really fast...and i hate it...you know the pressure thingy then your ears feel like popping and you feel dizzy? yea....
first up was kelly service. goSh...we went through this typing test and i sucked at it....my speed was only 31 words per minute. so slow right? = and to think that i spent 90% of my time online chatting and stuff....guess i dont react well under pressure.
after that was more agencies....i cant even remember the names of the places...i just know i filled in application forms and more application forms...which is tiring of course...imagine writing your particulars over and over again until you can get sick of your own name. ok....that's exaggerating. since today is a saturday, i dont expect them to call today....it's half day work...waiting patiently for monday to come.
i've gotten over most of the starhub interviews...and i know for sure...the biatch working at starhub cuppage (somerset) really turn me off from working at starhub. eEekk....
praying that the agencies from international plaza are much more efficient....i really really need a job right now...if not, i cant save up enough for my aussie trip...which is sad!!! *sniffle* 3/4 of the square ones are starting work on monday if i m not wrong. you guys work hard ok? we'll meet up when we have time....dont worry....ikan the great will continue bumming around till she gets a job. hahaha....and of course, the next time when you all see me, i would have turned algae or moss-y. =P
will be going for jun yang's birthday bash thingy at pasir ris later....siGh. there goes my 20 bucks for ez link...so fast....i top up 20 bucks in like one week...how to survive?! i m so not going out unless i have something important or when i get a job. time to save up!!!
i m so sick of interviews and application forms.........
jocelyn | 2:50:00 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
*banG heaD aGainSt tHe wAlL*
*sHowiNg sTupiD faCe*
----> symptoms of not being able to find a job and most probably also due to the fact that she screwed up the interview.
*stOne*
i have an issue!! and it's why cant i find a job? *bisH* man...actually, i've got a job....but it's at sushi tei holland village. the person was like leaving me with no choice but holland village branch. he went like travelling from hougang to holland village is quite near. hohoho....he stay hougang before ar? he knows it's very near? *sarcasm intended* he even asked one of the managers to check out any direct bus that goes from hougang to holland v. i could have slapped his face. of course it's easy for him to say it's near....there's a direct bus....cos he has a damn it car to drive!!! it takes at least 1.5hrs to travel there. is he trying to kill me with the distance? *and you call this employee's welfare....talk cock*
ok....it's pretty obvious that i m pissed right? i m.
i think i just dont have the luck like other people. nene....maybe you are a little right, i m quite sad about not being able to get a job actually...thought sushi tei would be good cos i really need a job but noOoo...it's holland v.
-________-"
oh oh....like sushi tei is not enough to piss me off and drive me up the wall...here comes starhub interview. gosh. i think i really suck at interview. the interviewer put me in a lot of scenarios and asked me how to handle them. oOoo...that's just brillant huh? dearest ikan the great just has to anyhow to answer one scenario cos she ran out of idea. and yes...this stupid answer was enough to say 'okay...we are so not hiring her.' aRgh!
man. never knew job hunting can be so irritating and horrible until today. oh wait, not today only...but for the past few weeks.
siGh. i m done complaining.
went out with the fishy gang to eat seoul garden cos kw going to ns tomorrow. so sad...will miss his lame jokes and stuff. ate a lot of prawns as usual...and made prawn soup. yummy yum. the person was extremelyamused cos we didnt allow them to clear away the prawn shell which is used for the soup. heehee.....
took a group photo before we went off. nice photo....but have to wait for nene to send it to us. =) had a rare hug session outside robinson....hahaha....funny sight....
hang out with avril and co after that....wanted to watch movie but all the show start too late...meaning we will be home late...so in the end, we didnt watch. walked around aimlessly and went home after that.
walked to dhoby ghaut station to take the NEL...so as to save money....hahaha....me and nene took the train all the way to habourfront cos the other side is too crowded. dropped off there and she took the train all the way with me to hougang telling me all the interesting things that happened when she worked, seems like she's enjoying work a lot. haha....from hougang, she took the train back to chinatown to meet her family for dinner. this woman ar...really have a lot of time to spare. lolx....
will be going to international plaza tomorrow to look for a job...heard that the agencies there are better and you dont have to go through grilling interviews. which is good right? but here comes the scary part, they say must take typing test there to see if you can type fast or something. siGh. there's always a dark side to everything huh?
and i know i still cant get over you..........
jocelyn | 8:53:00 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
called this company called DW erm....holding pte ltd? DW = dolphin warrior. haha...and when we first saw it, i went like DW = darkwinged duck. lolx...you guys know that cartoon? aiya...rubbish i know...
the interview was pretty ok....or at least i thought so. we three got interviewed at the same time...cool huh? the thought of sitting through an interview alone is scary...but oh well, it's the three of us so yea....the manager was surprisingly friendly i tell you. he is TOTALLY opposite from the interviewer at starhub. goSh...we talked quite a lot about the products and what we are selling. the post we are applying for is called marketing executive. sounds nice right? but sadly, we have to promote health products. it's not the easiest thing to sell in the world...and of course, you must be equipped with really convincing skills. we got through the first round of interview and we're supposed to go there tomorrow for a second interview and maybe a third one if we can the job. three interviews for one job?! haha....ya....
oh....wait. i forgot. actually, we're supposed to go for an interview today at recruit express for admin work in starhub. but the interviewer is sick...so it's postponed to tomorrow. i really really hope that i can get the job....
talked to my mum about the job...she siad it would be good if i can get the starhub one cos afterall, selling health products is not easy. but then, if i suay suay can't get the starhub one, then i'll work for the DW company for the experience. if i can find a better job, i'll leave the company. i guess that's the plan for me so far.
the acting job has come to an end. hmmm....kinda missed the people there now. haha...enjoyed filming with them in TP. you guys take care ya? =)
will be having lunch with the fishy gang tomorrow cos it will be the last day before kw goes for ns. sad sia....there goes the gang...sniffle. eating seoul garden and heh heh....not forgetting, prawn soup!!!!! *yum yum* to kinda like get together before, as kw said, we see him botak. haha....
ehs....i think that's all. will treat you guys to eat when i get my first pay man!!! hahaha....that's provided if i can get a job in the first place. =)
jocelyn | 6:06:00 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
i show him my ez link card, he look and look and put it side by side with my face to compare to see if it's my card. like what the hell....fine...i know i look super different from my photo...the short hair to long hair and blah blah blah....the point is....he thinks i cheating SBS money is it?!!! *doink* *sLap fiShy taiL*
aye. wasted one whole day of job searching....sometimes i feel like giving up man...it's like there's no job available. went to the tuition center place for a briefing....it turned out to be a super duper LONG WINDED session with this woman totally not interesting in half a side of the place and placing her concentration on those rich and bored tai tai who wants to go out to teach and earn money...oh wait...they are the one willing to pay her the training fees which costs like 200 FRIGGIN' BUCKS!!! like who the hell can afford it man...and i tell you....she's so racist. i hate her to the core.........
lynno got a job...good for her and i think jill will be getting a job soon. hmmm....i m down with curse of not being able to look for a job...siGh.
jocelyn | 9:05:00 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
jocelyn | 8:26:00 PM
maybe i'll go into full time tuition teaching. not bad eh? at least still can earn quite a lot...
hahaha...from today onwards, i will name adults as contradicting creatures...cos they are...duh-H, contradicting. especially parents...man...i tell you, the things that they say can really drive you nuts sometimes. ok...make it all the time instead of sometimes. *biSh*
when i go out - "why are you always going out?! stay at home and do something...better than always staying out and spend so much money."
when i stay at home - "why are you at home? go out and look for jobs lah! are you coming home for dinner tonight?"
when i go out to look for job - "you sure a not? you confirm go shopping one...stay at home lah..."
see? so m i supposed to stay at home or go out? -_____________-"
i m stuck.
there's so many things i wanna say but i know i cant...aye. ever felt that way? i bet so...it feels really bad...guilty cos you know what's going on but yet you cant say cos it will not be pleasant. siGh. *kiLl mE*
jocelyn | 1:05:00 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
jocelyn | 10:54:00 PM
nvm...shall not go into details.
to my dearest friend:
"hey be strong!! i know you are...things are not looking fine right now...i know asking you to cheer up is so not working, neither chill nor relax will help at this time. cry if you must...hey, you might have lost him but you still have me to stand by you! i may not be the best talker in the world to give you advise but i can listen to you...haha, i m here whenever you need me k? *huGz*"
jocelyn | 10:44:00 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
jocelyn | 9:58:00 PM
nothing much to do today...the weather is absolutely perfect for hibernating of course. i woke up at 12 noon today and slept from 2 to 6 again. woHoO~~
was supposed to go out with faizah today to look for job...but we realised that today is a sunday and it's kinda like a wrong day to set out looking for one. i guess we're gonna get up like real early tomorrow to find cos if not all the jobs will be grab by other people. hahaha...
oh ya...yesterday was my cousin's birthday...went to noble house to eat dinner. we booked this karaoke room and i tell you...i've never eaten so much for a dinner buffet before in my life. haha...ate tonnes of prawns cos i love prawns!!! yum yum...oh...we ate the buddha jump over the wall thingy. heh heh...niceEee!!! the one whole big mushroom, the one whole abalone, sharks fin and other stuff...*cant get over the taste* and guess what? it only cost 10 bucks per bowl. not bad eh?
man...wish me luck in getting a job tomorrow! i really need one...cos i m either rotting at home or rotting at home. i m not leaving you guys with much choice huh? haha...
by the way, to people starting school tomorrow, good luck!! study hard cos this will the crucial year...heehee...i feel so good cos i dont even need to get up early. okies...i shall stop rubbing it in. take care! cheers. =)
jocelyn | 9:40:00 PM
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life i've waited
This is true
siGh.
jocelyn | 1:25:00 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
pino! haha...see the carving on the choco? a worm and a fish.
jocelyn | 1:49:00 PM
the square ones! haha...nene being squashed by us! as usual, we're bullying her...so long never bully her le....
jocelyn | 1:01:00 PM
this is one disgusting thing that we created. prawn tails, rice, wasabi, lettuce and whatever crap. lolx..looks quite nice actually right?
jocelyn | 12:59:00 PM
jill-o and ikany.witch.
jocelyn | 12:48:00 PM
lynno and nene pookie...
jocelyn | 12:48:00 PM
hahahhaha....fish cake in water!! gross!
jocelyn | 12:48:00 PM
helping sushi tei to promote...lame right?
jocelyn | 12:47:00 PM
jun yang and me. =)
jocelyn | 12:41:00 PM
wenqi, me and faizah. eh...wenqi, where's my xmas card? =P
jocelyn | 12:41:00 PM
cherri and me. so sWeEt!!! =)
jocelyn | 12:41:00 PM
cheryl and me! haha...niCe~!
jocelyn | 12:40:00 PM
rachel. it's her last day...sobz sobz...
jocelyn | 12:40:00 PM
me, jun wen and faizah. where's huiwen?!! aRgh...
jocelyn | 12:39:00 PM
the rose given to me by nene...on top of a glass sink in fullerton hotel toilet. lolx...
jocelyn | 12:39:00 PM
met up with faizah. we got free goodies bag...the things are pretty cool. lipstick, popcorn, pen, notebook, some shaving thingy for men, party poppers...yeah...and of course, free drinks. heez...not bad eh?
as usual, we talk cock a lot...like super a lot...always getting into laughing fit when i go out with her....funny man.
enjoyed today quite a lot...thanks guys!
jocelyn | 12:17:00 AM
let me start whining now.
shit lah!!! it's 2005!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE ADULT FARE....
THE TURNING OF 19 YEARS OLD....
THE LAST YEAR OF TEENS....
NO COUNTDOWN ON TV...
NO JOB STILL....
and....
NO MORE 040404!!!!!!!!!!!!!
