Thursday, December 27, 2007


this new year dont be late.




i cant wait for 2007 to be over.


it's a year that's bad enough. i cant wait for better things to happen.













just give me a reason to smile.

jocelyn | 11:06:00 PM

Monday, December 24, 2007


so much for a christmas eve post.

jocelyn | 2:04:00 PM


fuck you!!!






ROAR!!!!

jocelyn | 2:04:00 PM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007


feeling a little sad.


spaced out.



after suppressing my feelings for the past few days, i realised how much i really miss you.





silly of me. sigh.











you're the reason for the tear drops on my guitar.

jocelyn | 1:09:00 AM

Sunday, December 16, 2007


it just disheartened me to see everything going on around me.



im sad enough.


stop adding on to my misery.













crying out loud.

jocelyn | 1:41:00 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007


the cube roots are gone.


off to malaysia.



wahHhhhh. =(











and i feel like skipping school. this aint good.

jocelyn | 4:50:00 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007


it just feels different.











two.

jocelyn | 2:03:00 PM

Monday, December 10, 2007


i think i've found the comfort that i was looking for.


and im slowly, step by step, moving on.




i didnt think about you today while walking in the rain.


instead, i was just enjoying the cold of the night,
and the soft pitter patters of the rain drops.



a smile came across my face.

just one of life's simple pleasure.



someday, you'll just be living in my memories.


for now, i'll let you live in my heart for a while more.










one.

jocelyn | 11:15:00 PM

Sunday, December 09, 2007


thanks to all who have been there for me.



words cant say it all.


but i really appreciate it. =)












i was there for you when you needed someone,
where are you when i need you the most?

jocelyn | 10:30:00 PM


it would have been eight months today.


i think back about how everything started,


and how everything ended.





and there was nothing more than a bitter smile.

jocelyn | 12:00:00 AM

Friday, December 07, 2007


i didnt cry for two days.


wanted to, but stopped myself.



there's just a shadow of you wherever i go.




i miss you terribly.
i wonder how are you.
i want to hug you tight.
i want to see the stars with you.
i have yet to go fishing with you.
i miss you calling me 'sweets'.


but nothing's going to change the fact that you're not around anymore.


i made the decision. i gave you up.



but it just hurts a lot. it took me so much courage to send you the message.


and all you said was take care.




i shouldnt be crying now. but reminiscing is a painful thing.









and the tears just wont stop flowing.

jocelyn | 1:19:00 AM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007


it hurts so bad that i can hardly breathe.




it really is over.



and i just cant stop crying.








give me some time. i'll recover my blogging ability.

jocelyn | 12:35:00 AM