Friday, September 29, 2006


off tangent.

jocelyn | 11:47:00 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006


starting work tomorrow. it's finalised.


bahHhhh. mixed feeling. happy to get a job cos here comes income....but at the same time, the same ol' problem, no freedom again!!! boOhoo.

im having a bloody outbreak. damn. bad hair day too. now i look like one mad woman. not forgetting, the dark eye circles are like shit. or perhaps, panda. cant stand the look of myself in the mirror!!!


-______________________-"


by the way, i was woken up at 8.23am. who the hell trim grass at that hour? -curse the motor of the grass-cutter- gosh.

alright....need to start digging my cupboard for more collared blouses. if you guys have any (and not need it anytime soon), lend it to me k? need a mountain full of them for work. bahHhhh.













heeling.

jocelyn | 10:07:00 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006


shunning from the world.


perhaps that's the best solution.










never felt so alone in my life.

jocelyn | 12:01:00 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006


was at east coast with nene pookie a while ago...


relaxed.


sweet secrets.
late nene.
as usual.
7-eleven.
seaweeds.
cola lollipops.
east coast.
underpass.
dead frog.
disgusting.
wanton mee.
cravings.
breakwaters.
ever-so-bright-sun.
slacking.
talking.
stoning.
photo-ing.
idiot bug.
change breakwaters.
mac.
fillet meal.
mcspicy.
fries.
weay-weay fries.
hard fries.
exchanging fries.
more photos.
sunset.
leg soaking.
vain ne.
photo of back view.
bahHhh.
feet.
stone.
crashing waves.
big waves.
leg wash.
goodbyes.
bus ride.
home.
serena.
jocelyn.
east coast.
=) happy.

jocelyn | 8:51:00 PM


haha. citibank just called. just as i was complaining to my friend how super 'efficient' it is....


speak of the devil.


oh well, as least i have a job now. party! -got pay!-


randoms.

when will people stop posting 'friendster is closing down' message? come on...use your ass and think. it's a hoax. which part of hoax do people not understand? bahHhhh. stupid people. and it's freaking irritating.

going to meet ne later. to the beach. breakwaters. =)



it's been long.













i think im losing you.

jocelyn | 1:08:00 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006


-roar- i.so.have.nothing.to.do.except.my.puzzle.


-_______________________-"


holidays is supposed to be fun....but noOooo...for zhusiling, it's damn boring. been sleeping a lot. sleep debt. perhaps, ikan the great is in budget deficit...no spare cash to spend. -sniffle-


seriously, right now, i dont even know what i want to blog. I JUST FEEL LIKE BLOGGING! bahHhhh...ignore me.














one year.

jocelyn | 12:31:00 AM


pressie from my sis. ha!!! nice nice nice!!! can keep me busy for at least a week. looking for sponsorship for the puzzle frame. 50 bucks only. anyone? heh.....


after 1.5hrs.... -back-aching, sweating and hungry- this is far from completion. boHooOo. cant seems to find the pieces to tigger's mouth. damn.

jocelyn | 12:25:00 AM

Friday, September 22, 2006


yeah! new blog skin!! =)



nice?

try moving your mouse over the picture. the tiny blocks changes colour.












back-aching.

jocelyn | 2:42:00 AM


exam's over!


i buang-ed through the whole paper. hoho. out of 30 mcqs, i only know how to do 3. out of 4 structured questions, i can only do 2 full questions. happy new year! oh well, who cares.

lao niang is in holiday mood now. wahahaha.



it's term break!!! hahaha....someone ask me out man! wohooOoo! =)



and of cos, i need a job. soon. like next month. ha.













hopeless.

jocelyn | 12:34:00 AM


randoms.



that's your sincerely trying her very best to study at amk library. dont ask why the stupid face.

that's my name in Tamil. cool huh? haha


my ever-so-untidy-lovely-cute table. heez.



chrissy poo and me. studying. not. hahahaha. taking photos and more photos.


jocelyn | 12:26:00 AM

Thursday, September 21, 2006


this is so wrong.....



i need a reality check. like seriously.



-keep an open mind, keep an open mind-



my mantra for the day.













i.love.biochemistry.of.the.cell. like.real.

jocelyn | 12:54:00 AM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006


it's mr tay's birthday...and yes, i went for it in the end....

practically the whole group opposed to seoul garden, but we ended up eating there. ha. lazy asses....cant be bothered to think of anywhere else to eat.

it's the usual suspects. me, jill, lynn, serena, alvin, aaron, rende, diana, wee keat, charlene and mr tay. uh huh. simple buffer dinner...cracked lots of jokes with regards to ne's height. hahaha...she's so cute....cant imagine her teaching during lessons when maybe half the class or more is taller than her. lolx.

hmmm. aaron put on a lot of weight, alvin put on a little weight, charlene lost more weight, rende shrunk, wee keat's face super good, diana remain the same, lynno, jill pok and ne's the same.....me? heh. i lost weight. bahHhhh.

feels good to meet up with the peepz once in a while, (although it's a little awkward....) look back at the secondary school days, have a good laugh over it.

3/4 of the squares left first....the rest of us walked down to somerset...but decided to continue walking all the way down to city hall since there's nothing much to do anyway...

went to mandarin's toilet....haha. took photos with diana in the toilet. nothing better to do. was nice talking to her, haha. think she was surprised to find someone in the same boat as her. as in both of us screwed As and ended up nowhere near local unis. =)

sidetrack, i wonder if im the only one but...dont you guys think diana somewhat look like jolin tsai? hmmmm.


cant remember much of the contents that we were talking about on our way to city hall...talked a lot to mr tay. hmmm. affairs of the heart. aye.


someone offered to send me home....(shall not mention names) you peepz should know who is it....but i declined. and mr tay said i was stupid to push down the offer. cos if a guy offered to send you home, you should accept it. bahHhhh. whatever. all i said was i dont take advantage of people.

and he was saying take bus with him to his place, then he drive me home...which is equals to me going in one circle around singapore....haha might as take direct bus right? hmmm. and it didnt help when he said that he send me home then after that i send him back home. of cos, mr tay have to laugh and agree with it.

-______________________-"

i swear i can kill someone. nvm.


high level of salt intake today...need to drink more water. gulp gulp.


garpy, drink more water too.














fated.

jocelyn | 12:03:00 AM

Tuesday, September 19, 2006


im falling harder than i expect.


perhaps im asking for the moon.

siGh. i no longer know what to do....


sometimes, dont you wish you can listen to the advise that you give your friends?


i wish i could.


aaAaaaRrrrrRrrGGgggggGggHhhHhhhhHhhh!!!!!

jocelyn | 12:25:00 AM

Sunday, September 17, 2006


chrissy poo stayed overnight at my house....hahaha....funny.


it's like a summer getaway for her when she stays here and a maid training camp for me when im staying in her hotel. bahHhhh.

was supposed to be studying yesterday at mac...but mission failed. both of us ended up stoning big time. hohoho. i wonder why. oh oh, i promised chris not to blog about this....but, ha! it's my blog....i shall blog about anything i like. haha. (she's going to kill me)

apparently, chris bought a nalgene water bottle...and she loves it. you know, one of those like...erm....you like this particular water bottle a lot, so you'll keep using it to drink water -force yourself to drink 8 cups of water daily- yea. the colour was teal...or sort of greenish-blue kind of colour. haha. she was trying to tell me that colour of the bottle looks like....


....the great coral reef.


-____________________-" and of cos, i didnt know what great coral reef was. and she was saying, you know, that place in australia, with a lot of corals one...


she was referring to the great barrier reef. i knew it! i knew it! haha....great coral reef.


so cartoon.


looked through the photo album with her too. had a good laugh over our geeky-ness. =) be glad we change. for the better of cos.

exam's coming on thursday....havent been studying much. die. still have half a book to go. moral of story, please dont skip lectures....it's indirect suicide. i've no idea which lectures needs to be studied and which need not to. bahHhhhh. hallelujah.









still thinking.....

jocelyn | 5:16:00 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006


in chrissy poo's hostel now. she's not around....


just finished bathing, was about to switch on the bloody comp when the stupid fire alarm went off....of cos, they went knocking from door to door, asking people to evacuate and assemble at the tennis court. brilliant. how wonderful can it get for an illegal immigrant like me.


-____________________-"


seriously, for the first time in my life, i've felt my entire life flashed right before my eyes. i didnt know what to do ok...i dont want to get chrissy poo into trouble too. so, while everyone is heading for the direction of the tennis court, i just bluff bluff pretend like I DIDNT COME OUT FROM HALL (in which i did) and walk all the way up to the science block...



...and sat at the bus stop like some dumb ass waiting for them to go back to hall. hahaha....-phew- luckily i didnt join them at the tennis court, if not i'll be busted. they were taking attendance and have to queue up accordingly to the blocks. hohohoho. im one hell of a lucky ass.

outbreak's getting on my nerves. bloody painful!!! siGh.


practical exam tomorrow. technically speaking, i've finished studying everything....but then again, i feel like i dont know anything....like my brain is empty.... -faint-













does it really take such a long time?

jocelyn | 9:27:00 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006


tired tired.....cant seems to get enough sleep.....=(


exam's coming up.....stress!!! going to pop over chrissy poo's hostel later after school. might be staying for a period of time...cant study at home. too much distractions and noisy. my house's no different from a nursery....siGh.

i.need.shopping.therapy.again. aye.


been living in a world of own. miss the feeling of being loved. hmmm.













eyes open.

jocelyn | 12:48:00 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006


came across an advertisement on yahoo. it says,


" if i dont stay in hostel, will my social life be affected?"


that's a good one. just be glad you stuck up pieces of shit got into a local uni. staying or not staying in hostel does not make a difference. since you people are so stuck up and arrogant, i doubt you'll get any friends in school or get friends by staying in hostel.


pfffft.

jocelyn | 6:36:00 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006


gosh. unearthly hour of the day. and im awake.


in school some more. paying school fees...cos apparently im late for payment.


happy new year to me! i need to pay a good ol' sum of 150 aussie dollars and 42 bucks to the school for late payment of school fee.


-____________________-" somebody just kill me. i think im going to die right on the spot. haha. of cos, before i die, im going to beg the school for extension of payment. heh.


alright, got to go...off to mac for breakfast.

big breakfast. yum.
















dance me to the end of love....

jocelyn | 9:54:00 AM

Friday, September 08, 2006


went to new york new york again. heez. i love waffles. photos coming up below.


new haircut. AGAIN. yes. i know been cutting hair VERY FREQUENTLY for the past few months. uh huh. cos of bad hair days. or dry hair days. decide to snip off everything once and for all. it's short. really short now.

cant even seems to tie it up. hmmm. no photos of new hairstyle...heez.


oh oh, new hair colour too. mahaghony brown. niceness. =) im loving it. wheEeee~


longing to go to the beach. anyone? just to sit on the breakwaters and relax. hmmm.




the exam's coming up.....shitty. no time to study. or should i say.....dont feel like studying for it. aye. no idea. im too tired to anything. dont feel like wasting my brain space and think about cells, chemistry....blah. seriously, i see myself failing the previous module.

20% of the class failed it? what's the odds of me passing it? small.


how how how?



that's my darling melissa with waffles and chocolate ice cream. mMmm. delicious. looks nice right??? haha.


off we go to see the merlion. -roar- damn. look from left to right. me: happy, sis: the sun is glaring!!!! and melissa: the water spraying out from merlion's mouth is all over my face! uh huh. apparently, the wind kept blowing all the water onto our faces....that's some salty and real dirty water. bahHhhh.

all happy and cool in air-conditioned esplanade. yeah. =)






i guess i dont owe you anything now.

we're even.

put a smile on my face.....

jocelyn | 2:15:00 PM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006


more photos! haha. not really. two more photos. =)



out of the pan. raffles city shopping centre. crepes. hmmm. haha....not really highly recommended. can find better things out there to eat. =P does the drink look appealing? you dont wanna drink it. it's mixture of leftover shit that we mixed. milk + ginger beer = the drink above. and the shavings on top? nay. it's not chocolate....just some pepper. haha.

chrissy poo and me at the outdoor coffee club in orchard. ice rambutan, peach smoothie (i think) and potato wedges. been eating too much potato wedges with christine recently. overdose of it. sitting around, talking cock, drinking and eating wedges. life cant get any better than this.

jocelyn | 12:27:00 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006


went for a ride in my dad's bike!!!! wheEeeeeee!!!!! shiok!!!



wuahahahahhaa....i love bike! maybe i should get a bike license. heh heh.


(cant even pass basic....what more ride a bike??) hohoho.

cant stop singing chasing cars by snow patrol. damn nice. you guys should listen to it. =)


anyway, owe you guys tonnes of pictures....uploading them now. heez. dated back to centuries ago.




that's suba, me and eka. in lab coat. =) the three vain pots taking photos while waiting for the stupid chromotography to reach the 1cm line. hahaha.

my doraemon mooncake!!!! yummy yum. hahaha...i love it! just a little too sweet i think. heh. but still, lovely.

'super sinful' poster's from new york new york. nice place....good food too. love the waffle with chocolate ice cream.....mmMMmmmm......delicious...sinful. haha. the food portion is big....not as puny as what ne pok describe.

ps. ne pok, your appetite increase is it? if not how come the portion in new york new york not enough? haha.

ok. i know the photo is upsize-down. there's nothing i can do about it cos im using my lao-pok desktop not my lappy.....which cant even rotate photos. so live with it. ha. that's me (with my red horse keychain), lynno, chrissy poo and avril. fireworks festival. the very 1st show put up. cant remember which country firework performance was it. still, it was great.

me and my sis. marina square...slight drizzle. haha.....(",)

and tell me now......

jocelyn | 10:24:00 PM


can you guys believe it? croc hunter's steve irwin passed away....



surreal. so sad. =(

jocelyn | 12:21:00 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006


back to the blogging business since im officially jobless and laying around rotting my ass off. haha.



so did anyone miss me? nay. i doubt so.




people seldom read my blog nowadays...how do i know? simple. look at the counter. it doesnt move. hahahaha.


finished work....sadness. kinda miss the people now. if only the working hours is shorter, i really dont mind staying on to help out.....but....nay.


lots of things running through my mind now....cant seems to put them down in words.


some issues have been around for too long, not worth mentioning it over and over again. im numb and tired of it........seriously m.....if im really of much importance, i will be remembered....not forgotten........yea.


arGh. will blog tomorrow when im in a better mood.






better off painting my nails now.










would you lie with me and just forget the world?

jocelyn | 11:09:00 PM