Sunday, November 25, 2007

it's the season of heartaches and pains.

previously, it was the season of love and happiness.

seems like everything come and go all together...

even things like getting together and breaking up have their own season.

im just an onlooker, looking at things going on around me.

at the same time, numbed by the things happening to me.

i guess this is what growing up is all about.

you go through everything in different phase of your life.

and i hope this phase doesnt last long.

moo.roar.

jocelyn | 1:45:00 PM

Thursday, November 22, 2007

kept having nightmares for the past few days.

and it's getting worse.

been waking up from shock in the middle of the night, and i find myself sitting up on my bed and staring into blank air till morning.

im tired. really tired.

when....

jocelyn | 2:06:00 PM

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

i no longer know what to say,

what to do,

what to type anymore.

it just feels like whatever that im doing, im being mistaken or judged for.

perhaps im just tired of everything.

for once, i just wish that people understand me.

jocelyn | 6:03:00 PM

Monday, November 19, 2007

people!!!

if you're unhappy with me, tell me.

like straight in the face.

dont keep doing this.

cos it just makes me sad.

and angry.

jocelyn | 7:56:00 PM

i kinda forgot that i have a blog to maintain...

oops.

been doing nothing but maple and maple for the past few days. it's just getting to addictive. =) haha...skipped lecture today. yesh. im lazy to make my way to school on a rainy day...and also, im sick. i hate coughing throughout the whole lecture and distracting others. it's like you're making one hell of a noise during class. haha.

whatever.

anyway, was watching spongebob yesterday....and i couldnt stop laughing.

because, according to patrick starfish, claustrophobic = scared of santa claus.

-____________________-"

hohohoho~

seriously, that was the lamest shit i've heard. =)

new module started. super hectic schedule. makes me dread december. i've school everyday. like monday to saturday. yay! what a way to celebrate the december holidays. sigh.

christmas is coming up real soon. =(

and im sad.

sigh.

all i want for christmas is you.

jocelyn | 7:42:00 PM

Thursday, November 15, 2007

goodbye organometallics.

hello physiology.

life sucks. to the core.

tired. dead tired. extremely tired. exhausted.

jocelyn | 11:34:00 PM

Sunday, November 11, 2007

im happy. =)

and sad at the same time. =(

sigh. three weeks. that's going to be loOoooong.

meanwhile, let me continue thinking about the pros and cons...

and you.

everyone'e entitled to have their own secret.

jocelyn | 10:43:00 PM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

call me stubborn,

call me out of my mind,

whatever it is...

im just staying put.

for once, im going to do something for myself...be it right or wrong in the eyes of others. i just want to fight for what i really want.

cloud nine and above.

jocelyn | 1:14:00 PM

Friday, November 09, 2007

okay...

im happy.

damn freaking happy.

hahaha...lalalala....

never felt this happy in centuries.

im so happy that i can even smile when i sleep. =)

i just cant contain my joy! lolx.

dont ask. cause i wont say.

wheEeeee!!!

im just a happy little girl. =)

jocelyn | 11:05:00 PM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

and suddenly, it doesnt seems to matter anymore.

it just vanish, disappears.

it's over.

jocelyn | 4:57:00 PM

Monday, November 05, 2007

okay, im officially screwed for today's quiz.

damn bloody screwed.

haha. oh well, as least i know im not the only one who is dead for the paper. =)

updates! updates!

eh....hmmmm. let me think.

there's no updates. bahHhhh.

im tired. as usual.

you dont know what im thinking.