Friday, June 30, 2006

my life's pretty screwed. so to hell with it.

okies. updates.

haha skipped work! i bluffed them im having a fever and it's not subsiding. that makes it slacking at home for two good days. yeah! im a happy happy little girl.

lots of tutorial and lab report coming up...bahHhhh...so tired. this module is pretty screwed. the lecturers sucks big time and of cos, the administrator too. irresponsible humans. -.-"

went shopping just now....shopping therapy!!! i need that. spend like erm....70 bucks?

curse you shopping therapy!!!

oh well, all for a good cause of relaxing. =)

my sis bought me a zara dress! yeah!!! a freaking 89.90. -faint- im so loving it. heh. took me a long time to search for it k....went to taka zara and i cant find that dress....then head down to borders that side and yeah!! i found the dress...in S size some more. hohoho. lady luck was sure with me.

band syf coming up! wohooOooo!! tk band all the way! and after that is the square ones celebration with the ne pok kaya. =) so excited!

oh oh....last sun was the 2b gathering with mr tay. went to marina bay for steamboat. hmmm...funny. miss the old times...cant believe all of us grew up so much. in terms of looks and of cos, maturity. -we'll forget about maturity in the guys- not forgetting, awkwardness. and tonnes of it. bahHhhh.

talked about the teachers, silly things we used to do....like using highlighters to draw on the teacher's shirt each time he walks past our desk, major cheating during chinese spelling (garpy ar...you are confirm guilty of that...haha), crushes (dumb), love life and more....haha childish.

mr tay aged a lot. aye. missed his teaching and his laughter. not forgetting, the 'yours sincerely' and putting up four fingers which means 'that's not my problem'. hahaha....

dot com, yin and yang, rende and diana, scouts, goh wee, grace's continuous rattling............

we're sure a noisy bunch of people. =)

alright....got to finish up my tutorial...at this rate, i'll fail my quiz. ciao!

twisted.

jocelyn | 12:17:00 AM

Sunday, June 25, 2006

heh. im having a bad day....so bear with all my recent post ya?

so what's up with me?

1. i working in a certified public accountants firm now.
2. it sucks to join the morning crowd for work.
3. i have school ALMOST EVERY NIGHT.
4. i have no life now....
5. dyed my hair purple. niceEeee.
6. im stressed! zits are popping out on my forehead!!!
7. been really into family bonding nowadays.
8. always falling asleep...be it at work, school or public transport.
9. i start work everyday by seeing a cockroach every morning. at my desk or the pantry. great! im always the one seeing it.
10. im a nerd now.

sleepy.

jocelyn | 11:54:00 AM

Friday, June 23, 2006

you said you know what's going through my mind,

trust me, you dont.

you're trying so hard to make things go back to what it used to be...
it's not working.

you're thinking of me,
but im thinking of someone else.

you asked if things that happened in the past should remain in the past,
or if there's a chance of going back to what it used to be.

i know you're hinting about something.

my answer was the latter....but,

provided if there's fate.

i believe people can get back if they are fated and really meant to be...
that's not meant to give you hope.

i see no fate between us.

we're not meant to be.

so face it, move on.

you'll find someone else.

so will i.

my spell is like a curse...i just wanna flirt....

jocelyn | 10:11:00 PM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

ask no more from me

as my life echoes nothing but emptiness.

tripping on words.

jocelyn | 11:11:00 PM

Thursday, June 15, 2006

cheer up nene pookie. =)

move on....

huggies.

jocelyn | 11:25:00 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

oh crap! what the fuck!

im supposed to be studying right now...cos the bloody exam is tomorrow.

but i cant get into the studying mood. gRrrrr. yesterday night, was the study-in-the-night thingy...but noOoo...i was watching world cup. -bang head-

curse you world cup! if i fail my exam, haha i know i can use you as my excuse.

im too much of a tv addict now.

i slept at 8.30 on monday. which idiot sleeps so early??!! -i know, that idiot is me- and i missed watching grey's anatomy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -ahHhhhh-

what about today? i've been sleeping the whole day. haha and now, my heart is with world cup not with statistics. die. oh well, be glad that i can bring in a A4 size paper of formulas scribbled on it into the exam hall. im a happy happy little girl. =) with the formulas, by right, i cant fail the paper. by left, even with the formulas, if i dont understand the questions and dont even know which formulas to use, it's still useless. bahHhhhh. im talking crap now.

you know why?

cos im stressed. i ought to be studying.

random. i want the germany adidas jacket. hahaha.

germany!!!!!

jocelyn | 9:01:00 PM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

it's the time of the year once again!

my exam is coming. next week.

shit. i've yet to start studying....arGh! been busy with work....by the time i reach home, i cant find the energy to study. at the rate im going, i think i can flunk this module. siGh. time is not with me!!

let's just pray that my leave will be approved so i can study. heh. -start praying-

i seriously doubt that things can go back to what it used be....aye.

down. down-er.

jocelyn | 9:41:00 PM

Friday, June 09, 2006

i have no idea what's going through your head right now.

but for all i know,

it's wrong.

people get sick and tired of listening to the same thing over and over again. so does the people who keeps repeating what they said. i cant step into your life and always nag at you. you dont like it, i know.

i wanted to give up....since history always repeat itself.

people learn from their lessons. when will you learn from yours?

if she sucks big time and make hell out of your life, ask her to fuck off. and when you say fuck off and stay out of your life, be firm. why fucking go out with her still??!! i really dont understand.

this sounds familiar right? cos i think i said this all the time. i guess this will be the last time that i'll be saying/typing it again.

no. this is the last.

i dont give a fucking damn right now.

garpy, wake up please.

jocelyn | 7:55:00 PM

Thursday, June 08, 2006

oOooo...i love my isqueeze...

my legs are aching so badly from standing up the whole day. i wont mind standing through the day with flats, slippers (my favs) or sports shoes....but heels?! i rather kill myself.

to make things worse, you can never get a seat in the train...be it to work, or going home from work. -kill me-

i have to start the day real bad today...was organising some documents when my thumb started bleeding. you know...when you cut your nails too short and the nails kinda split from the flesh? yea...it sucks. i didnt realised it till i saw blood stains on the paper.

and of cos, everyone was shocked...making a big hu-ha out of my thumb. plasters and cream and lots of love from the colleagues. haha...feel so pampered by the people there...maybe that's cos im the youngest there. =)

food at tanjong pagar sucks. big time. expensive and no delicacies. so sad....

anyone free tomorrow? haha...can ask me out....im bored....

running through.

jocelyn | 10:32:00 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

confused.

xiao long baos......

jocelyn | 9:55:00 PM

Monday, June 05, 2006

why does love has to be so complex,
but yet so simple....

so confusing,
but yet so easy to understand....

so demanding,
but yet at the same time so generous?

i guess love is nothing but a contradiction itself.

m genuinely tired.....from work. so not used to waking up at 6.30 (???!!!!) every morning.....siGh.

seriously, i hate working adults. nothing but a bunch of irritating, seat snatching, foot stepping idiots. never thought of the day whereby i'll join the morning crowd, rushing for work......you know the sight of humans every morning just gives a headache.

and not forgetting, perhaps one of the main noise pollution in the world consist of high heels. bahHhhh.

oh oh....now then i realised why is it that some working adults have super horrible dress sense....that's cos....

the choice of clothes to wear to work is super limited.

like me.

i have to wear skirt for work everyday. that's the office policy. wonder which asshole came up with that bloody idea. and of cos, im morphing into one of those working peepz with horrible sense of fashion. im dressing super 'lok kor' to work. ha. cant be bothered.

siGh...my back is giving me probs again...

snooze.