Saturday, February 26, 2005
caught up with some of the people there. realised how much i miss the people and the school. wanted to walk around to sort of like re-live school days, but....everywhere is blocked up cos dear ol' minister was there. haha....took some photos too. hmmm...dont have the time to upload them. heez.....
and to to think that the next time that i m going back to school will be the day when we are getting our results. *biSh* i m so dreading it. *nightmares every night*
today was fun i would say. guess what? i had my lunch at sushi tei. hahaha....no surprise. went there with chris and avril. so long never go out with vril vril and i miss her!!! haha....her hair very nice. hmmm...the chefs recognise me liao....think i should wear a cap the next time i go. cover my face and be the next vampire. hahaha....
didnt feel happy for a short period of time. never mind. dont wanna go into details.
went shopping for a very short while cos vril needs to rush off to dover for a concert. chris will be going to meet kah woon. hmmm...i went along anyway. hahaha....*lightbulb right? i know* kah woon treated to dinner. char kuay teow and coke. he's still the same anyway. lame, funny, erm...dirty? hahaha.....yea.....
will be working tomorrow and i m starting to dread this job no matter how hard i m trying to psycho myself that things will get better cos afterall, i m new. siGh. praying that things will be better. never felt so bullied and pushed around in my life before. *sHeeSh* and some other reasons too. which again, i dont wanna go into details. *welcome to my life man.....*
aye. if only................
jocelyn | 10:38:00 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
irritated.
pissed.
*yawn*
jocelyn | 8:03:00 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
yesteday was the first day of work. it's tiring, leg-aching, backbone breaking, stoning-stony blah blah blah........
but...the customers were very nice. heez....
today...things are definitely much better. getting the hang of everything. at least i know what to do and not like yesterday stand around like some stupid dinosaur with nothing to do. poured lots of green tea and made a lot of green tea today. man...those people can really drink eh...
oh ya...did i mention i hate wasabi? okay...i didnt. so let me say it now.
I HATE WASABI. okies....i m done. the smell is so choky. yuck.
went to sushi tei paragon to eat today. daniel came along. hahaha....got lots of stuff to eat....and of course, the serving were erm...enough for elephants to eat. oh well, it's ok, we still managed to finish up everything. saw the big eye guy today! so shuai. *ok...starting to flower eat now.....* lalala....
guess i shall stop here. will not go on further with "jocelyn's days at work." hahaha....which gets boring and of course, will still update when i have interesting things...and not about job ya? *maybe a little bit about that* heez....
jocelyn | 10:18:00 PM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
lala...yeah!! can see cute chefs...not really see see but...haha...yea....
and i m still flower eating. (nene ar....haha...i guess only you know what's going on. heez....)
jocelyn | 9:21:00 PM
Friday, February 18, 2005
finally bought green day's album.
starting to feel a little sleepy after using the comp for so long.
*yaWn*
jocelyn | 2:48:00 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 - 8 year-old :"What does love mean?"
The answers they received were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think.
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore, so my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca, age 8
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy, age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl, age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and you give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy, age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri, age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him to make sure the taste is OK." Danny, age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then, when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that.They look gross when they kiss." Emily, age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby, age 7
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka, age 6
(We need a few million more Nikkas on this planet)
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, and then he wears it everyday." Noelle, age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy, age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me, and I saw my daddy waving and smiling at me. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy, age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare, age 6
"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best pieceof chicken."Elaine, age 5
"Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris, age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann, age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren, age 4
(so cute of her right? haha....)
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." Karen, age 7
(What an image!)
"Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark, age 6
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot, 'cause people forget." Jessica, age 8
AND . . . . Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.
The winner was a four year old child whose nextdoor neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy replied, "Nothing. I just helped him cry."
hope this puts a smile across all of your faces...cos it did put one on mine. =)
jocelyn | 10:18:00 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
kept thinking about what benny said in his blog...he seems so down and....hmmm....
he might be thinking that his blog is of no substance as compared to others...like people's beautiful lyrics and poems. man...and while reading his blog, i was reflecting upon mine...he said his command of english is of primary school kids' standard...my god...i guess mine is of babies' standard then.
say...i do wonder how come people can come out with such beautiful lyrics and poems at time...and express themselves so beautifully...when i seriously sucked at it.
for example, lynno's nice and meaningful poems. always makes me go aWww...
joel's powerful command of english...*that makes me check the dictionary sometimes...heez...*
junyang's way of expressing himself...so clear and uh huh....*see? i cant even express what i want to say...haha*
benny's thoughts about life and what he wants to put across is so strong...
jill's fiction story that she wrote herself...*eh? how come you not continuing with the story? i waiting for the next part of it...*
okay...too many to be named.
bahHhh...
jocelyn | 11:42:00 PM
sushi tei. waitress. *try picturing me* lalala~~ gonna look for job there....*biSh* *hope everything goes well*
hmmm....tp open house on thursday. uh huh. going with su.
that's the plan for the week. i guess. heehee....cant wait to watch constantine!!
keanu reeves!! yeah!!
jocelyn | 1:23:00 PM
Monday, February 14, 2005
bought a new hairband...not i buy but sista bought for me. haha...i very bad.
wanted to buy greenday's album cos i finally have the money, but...*there's always a but to everything...siGh* it's out of stock!!!! it always have to be out of stock when i have the money. *unLucKy* so sad...and now i cant stop singing boulevard of broken dreams. *biSh*
no presents no nothing this year. haha...as compared to last year. as least there were still a few stalks of roses...but yea...
didnt spent money on gifts for people too...haha...*shEesh...i m becoming so stingy man*
i m contented eating the nuggets. haha...cos it's a must do thing for every new year. last year, i ate 7 nuggets and my sis had to finish up 13....hahahhaa....this year, i ate 9 and she ate 11. ha! not bad right? i improved on my nuggets eating skill. heez...
still, happy v day people!
jocelyn | 8:44:00 PM
which is good.
jocelyn | 1:53:00 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
kah woon looks thinner...eh, which is good right? haha...ok lah....
oh ya! i got my pink shirt back from chris!! yeah...i m miss my shirt...hahaha...
kah woon treated us to thai express....*yum yum* frankly, my stomach is still burning from the chilli and i feel a little uncomfortable...ah heck, the food is nice anyway. the same ol' routine, seafood tom yam with rice and of course, not forgetting our fav veggies of all time - kangkong. ahHhh!! i feel like eating it now..can taste the saltiness and niceness of the kangkong in my mouth now...*mMmmm....*
the bill went up to $57.80. *faints*
headed off the suntec and ate yami yoghurt...it's been long since i last ate that. yummy yum. sat at the staircase and talk about lame jokes. it was very niceEee!! i miss the jokes from lame kw man. hahahha...
overall...it was nice catching with the guys. =)
i ain't gonna let you bring me down.
and i mean it.
jocelyn | 9:38:00 PM
Friday, February 11, 2005
walked all the way from bugis to city hall with faizah. pit stop, a ulu mac near the new SMU cos we're really thirsty. haha...drank coke and off we go....walked all the way down to dhoby ghaut then somerset then orchard. uh huh. tiring.
oh ya!! we met lots of weird people today. in swensen, a weird waiter. then a weird man with arms sticking out from nowhere. then this woman who cant pronounce baleno. then erm...a lot. i cant remember. hahahhaa....*hang theng*
okies...will update later...sis needs to use the comp. cheerios~
*hang theng = hang ten* *some people juzt cant pronounce that....* *hahahhaha*
jocelyn | 11:49:00 PM
ta-da! nice rite? =)
jocelyn | 11:47:00 PM
finally...one good photo taken after laughing so much inside the machine....
jocelyn | 11:45:00 PM
no idea wat we were laughing abt...hahaha
jocelyn | 11:43:00 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
hmmm...new year havent been so...boring. *slap head* serious!! i spent the fist day of new year at home sleeping and need i say more? the second day sleeping too. seems like house visiting has been striked off the must-do-list for new year. wahHhh...and that means less red packets. -______-"
wanna go to the river angbao thingy again...was there on the first day of new year...we went there very late and melissa was shocked by the loud bangs of the fireworks...so we went home. have yet to explore that place and check out the food. hmmm...
i m officially jobless again. need to get one soon before i start mossing and stoning and whining.
just praying for things to turn out better this year cos it wasnt a smooth sailing year of goat...rooster will be better! *or whatever*
*wishing for less scumbags around....*
*and also less jerks...*
*cos i happened to meet all the jackasses in the world*
*perception of guys need very serious callibration now*
*might turn not straight anytime this year*
*considering to set up a new blog...cos i realised that there's many people reading my blog and i have no idea whose's reading it...kinda intruding my privacy*
*wait...in the first place, a blog didnt give me much privacy.... -_________-"*
and i guess that's it! enjoy your hols peepz!
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
jocelyn | 6:18:00 PM
Monday, February 07, 2005
no pain.
no nothing.
just me.
jocelyn | 11:39:00 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
havent been myself the whole of today....been stoning and stoning and stoning. siGh.
i feel so fucked up right now. sorry for the vulgarity....siGh.
pourquoi ? je souhaite juste que vous ne l'ayez pas dit...
jocelyn | 4:51:00 PM
i got a new haircut! yeah!! best of all, it's cut by my fav guy from chapter 2. he is so cute....omg....can melt sia....even chris also thinks he's cute. heh heh....
lalala....i m a happy little girl now. *smirk*
monday will be my last day in noel....which is erm....good or bad? i dont know. kinda like the place a lot again...many people left already cos friday was their last day. chris's last day was sat...and there she goes...leaving me behind. *sniffle* and that means i have to eat my last dinner alone. wahHhhh!!! *qin ai de.......haha....tao yan*
i love my hair. heez....
jocelyn | 12:16:00 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...
jocelyn | 3:29:00 PM
will only tell you all funny things that happen ba. if not, i also have nothing to blog about. heehee...
oh ya, i got my pay!! it's transferred to my bank account. lolx...but will go check it out later to see if the money is there if not i committing arson tomorrow...gonna burn down noel for not giving me my pay. last day of work will be on next monday. siGh...i cant go out with sulastri le...how....have yet to bring her to chinatown to shop shop leh....
thank you for your help....
the call that day did make me feel better....
i think i m getting over it.
thank you so very much.
