Sunday, October 28, 2007
that's me. duh-H. self check in the mirror before going out. wusha! =)
in bus 88. and it's raining cats and dogs.
and the rain just refused to stop.
at eka's place. after a heavy dinner.
with suhaila.
with siva.
with eka.
dont know why, but i love this butterfly thingy in eka's room. and yea, her room is super pink.
that's us on eka's bed. wait wait. let me stress on something. KING size bed. roar.
our feet. the one with plaster, yea, that's mine. haha blasted blister.
a not so perfect star.....
and ta-da! perfect. =) all fingers with rings.
there's more photos....these are the ones taken at eka's place. still have tonnes of pictures in suhaila's camera which i've yet to get from her.
yup.
and i forgot to blog about something. the cab ride home was fast. damn bloody fast. from tampines to hougang, about 15minutes time. speed at which the driver was going, 110km/h. shiok.
cab fare? a perfect 10bucks. haha.
okay.
im off.
jocelyn | 11:53:00 PM
just four people.
eka.
siva.
suhaila.
me.
two house visits.
eka's place.
suhaila's place.
eight different food.
lotong.
chicken.
sambal egg.
rice.
bee hoon.
curry puff.
fries.
mango tea.
one common drink.
f&n apple.
=) and tonnes of camwhoring.
not forgetting, chit chats and gossips.
it was simply warm and nice. i love it. (",)
photos to be up soon!
and here it goes again.
jocelyn | 11:36:00 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
there's just no time for anything else except lab reports.
yes! it's the return of the lab report again. gosh. sniff sniff. oh well, perhaps due to excessive typing of lab reports, im becoming faster in typing reports. no more last minute work, no more blindly copying, no more take-my-time-to-type-report, no more of such nonsense.
=)
im a good girl.
but all thanks to lab reports, it leaves me with no time for revision. bahHhhh. guess it's one way or the other.
my studying tables are in a serious mess now. cant even find time to pack my tables. hate messy tables...and also, the vcd that mr tay lend it to me like last month, i've yet to even watch it. haha...and he's been asking me if i watched the show. gosh.
time!! i need more time. i need time for myself too. roar.
im so busy that im going bananas. -.-"
or nuts if you prefer nuts than bananas.
there's a whole long list of things which i wanna do. sigh.
1. shopping (in desperate need of it) i havent been out of shopping, like real shopping for more than a month! can you believe it??!!
2. go to east coast to rot.
3. go underwater world at sentosa. the ticket is only 19.90bucks and can visit dolphin lagoon too! haha
4. ride the luge.
5. sleep.
6. go kinokuniya. there's lots of books which i want to buy!
7. baking or making jellies. havent been making stuff for close to a year.
8. go kbox and sing my heart's out.
9. go punggol. been saying that since the one week holiday till now.
10. take tonnes of photos. haha havent camwhore for centuries too.
and the list goes on....(if i continue typing, most probably you guys are going to fall asleep while reading or shut down your computer. haha)
time flies!
or at least time flies for this week. maybe 'cause there's two datelines in a week. hmmm. that's good. kinda take my mind off certain things.
im tired. seriously tired.
how have you been?
jocelyn | 1:55:00 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
lecturer sucks. lab techs sucks. datelines breathing down on me. hectic school schedule. it's getting too much for me i think. havent been shopping, havent been going out....my my my...im lacking some serious social life here. =(
wasnt feeling well for the past few days too. blasted sinus. severe backaches. gosh. im getting old!! -.-"
and as im typing this post, im nodding off. im lacking sleep too. bahHhhh.
aye.
and as time goes, it just get worse.
guess the saying - absence makes the heart grows fonder is really true.
i wonder if it applies to you too. but i doubt so. sigh.
and people, stop playing matchmaking or wanting to introduce people to me. im not wanting to meet people now...so stop trying to make me forget everything (which is so impossible). if things are meant to be, it will. i know people meant well, it's just me. yea.
i just want things to go back to normal. i really do.
and it's just getting too depressing to continue to blog. =(
and im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket,
but i got to get a move on with my life.
jocelyn | 1:11:00 PM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
all thanks to the new rule, now ronald gets to shift indoor (from the corridor) and enjoy the comfort of aircon. =)
this just cracks me up. haha.
downhill.
jocelyn | 9:02:00 PM
sigh.
jocelyn | 1:47:00 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
or even as im typing this post. -.-"
exhausted. drained.
jocelyn | 11:46:00 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
when you guys are sitting in the train or bus, have you all ever wondered....what's on the mind of the other passengers?
like what are they thinking about?
hmmm.
half of the time, im stoning/sleeping, if not i'll be thinking through certain things....and while on my train journey back home from vivo city, i was wondering, what the other passengers are thinking about. are they thinking about their family? their relationship? or is their brain simply empty?
haha perhaps if im psychic, i'll be able to read their mind.
been having really bad mood swings for the past few days. can be really high....and really low in the matter of seconds. no kidding. it scares me too. im scaringly quiet in school too. im putting on a facade in front of everyone else, or perhaps to those in school only.
im not happy neither am i that willing to help everyone. sigh.
-im no salvation army!!!-
lots of people asking me to teach them mechanisms these few days. and no, im not trying to show off my smartness here. bahHhhh. it's just that sometimes, i dont understand why some people just simply refuse to put in effort in their studies. im not born smart or clever. if i m that smart, i would have been in cambridge or stanford. -.-"
the answers dont just pop out of mid air. like,
"poof!!! here jocelyn. the answers are blah blah blah..."
and you start copying the answers that came poofing out from nowhere.
-___________________-"
lecture notes are given for a reason. sigh. pattern recognition! that's what the lecturer always says. look out for the similarities and apply it to those questions that you are trying to solve. it's that simple. -now im starting to sound preachy-
roar.
i really dont feel good these few days. im overcome with emotions. overwrought. simply overwrought.
just cant seems to find the right words to describe my feelings at that point of time (and even at this point of time).
whatever it is, i do hope this mood swings go away soon. i dont like the way i m now. =(
落叶归根....
jocelyn | 1:32:00 AM
5.30pm.
candy empire.
reese.
peanut butter cup with chocolate.
my love.
da de.
haha.
late people.
tsk tsk.
sushi tei.
nice view.
ang mohs.
transverse.
disgusting.
shocked waitresses.
interesting reactions.
observations.
good food.
great price.
discount.
yay-ness! =)
not forgetting, long queue.
toy 'r' us.
halloween.
wigs.
devils.
witches.
transformers.
mr potato head.
ben and jerry's.
hand packed.
phish food.
chocolate therapy.
sweet cream and cookies.
chocolate chip cookie dough.
nice stools.
cows.
airplane.
ang mohs (again).
photos.
chocolate wafer.
escalator.
captain planet theme song.
stunned kid on escalator in front.
heh.
a few more shots.
hugs.
jokes.
chrissy poo.
ikanthegreat.
great company.
thanks.
enjoyed.
photos will be up later. wusha!
jocelyn | 1:19:00 AM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
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am highly in love with my own name....
haha.
jocelyn | 4:30:00 PM
not in the mood to go online,
not in the mood to do homework,
not in the mood to go out,
not in the mood to do anything.
i just feel like....
escaping.
jocelyn | 1:12:00 PM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
from anyone.
and anything.
just me, myself and i.
that's all.
jocelyn | 10:23:00 PM
Monday, October 08, 2007
or maybe not.
because the heart went dead.
jocelyn | 12:12:00 AM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
it's a subconscious thing. damn it.
whenever i think of lab report, i feel like sleeping. no idea why. i just dont feel like doing lab reports. i.hate.it. roar!!
i dont like school. im starting to get sick of school. wahHhhhh. im not being complacent or anything...but but, im feeling really left out. i feel that i dont belong anywhere. neither here nor there. sniff sniff.
when with blah blah, they simply ignore me and continue to do things among themselves. when with blah blah blah, all the speak is malay...-.-" which i simply do not understand. so much for multi racial.
oh well, if i cant even click or fit in into an all chinese group, what makes it easy to fit into a non-chinese group? sigh. im not being racist okay. im just complaining. that's all.
the worse thing is,
HOW DARE YOU FUCKING DOUBT ABOUT MY ANSWERS FOR THE PRE-LAB??!!!!!
i know im not as smart as those girls in the group you mixed with, but hey, my answers are correct. they cant even solve the question!!! -pui pui- i.cant.stand.it. i really cant. i cant believe it. what makes you think im dumb? seriously, im soOooo much smarter than you. im. gosh. and you dare to even ask me,
"are you sure it's correct or not?"
fuck you man.
sure. go ahead and check my answers with the lab tech. kns. so feel like pouring concentrated HCl on everybody that day. roar.
think i just ate explosives.
-________________________-"
you underestimated me. that's your lost. -scram dude and get a life. hanging out with the smart people doesnt make you smarter. you leech from people that's all.-
grrRrrrr. dont ask if im okay. im not. OBVIOUSLY.
piak piak piak!!! slap everyone! including me.
need to slap myself awake. ahhHhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need some directions in life. help me~~
ten.
jocelyn | 11:29:00 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
lots and lots. i dont even know where to start from (or maybe i just dont want to type it out -.-").
a part of me feels really happy...but a part of me feels damn bloody disappointed with myself. aye. this sucks.
whatever it is, 我们走一步，看一步吧....
closure.
