Wednesday, January 14, 2009


我始终不明白，
为什么付出了那么多，
却得不到我想要的东西。。。

jocelyn | 6:59:00 PM

Monday, January 12, 2009


im having severe exams blue.



plus a severe cramp. which really isnt helping much. pffffft.


argh!











will not, must not, cannot!!

jocelyn | 3:49:00 PM

Wednesday, January 07, 2009


i think im paranoid.




maybe coughing too much makes me dellusional.



faint.


the area below my lungs or above my stomach is hurting like crazy...and there's blood in my phelgm!!





it's not tuberculosis right? right right right?!










im paranoid. i definitely am.








slap me.

jocelyn | 8:58:00 PM

Tuesday, January 06, 2009


down with a fever again.







sad.

jocelyn | 11:22:00 PM

Monday, January 05, 2009


it's the new year!



new beginning. =)


school's started for everyone, maple is quiet once again, im sitting in front of my laptop, thinking about what to blog.


oh, i started the new year falling sick. nothing brilliant about it. sigh. i've been coughing so hard...coughing through the night. at the rate that im coughing, i think i can get abs! hahaha! if i cough some more, maybe can even get packs! LOL.


i'll be macho, hunky and muscular. not really desirable i guess. eeks.




i've been going out...eating junk foods...watching movies. more movies coming up this year! i cant wait for all the good shows to come out! =D


i need to backtrack a little...it's been centuries since i last blogged. gosh. sorry for the delay.


christmas eve was good. went out for movie with suba and firdaus...twilight. -edward!!! ahHhhh!!! i like!- after movie, headed to bra's place with suba and we had a quiet and fun christmas countdown. might only be three people, but it was hell of a fun and craziness. from pizza to taboo to singing to dares and nonsensical photo shots, it was cool. =)

spent christmas day sleeping. i slept like a pig. like for more than 15 hours? hmmm.

next few days was spent slacking, mapling and going out.

new year eve was spent with lionel. went for a movie - bolt. haha...it was not easy to look for a ticket and a good time for a movie that is almost not showing in the cinemas. bolt was cute! i wished i had a dog like bolt. haha...after movie, we headed down to the airport and i spent my new year eve in the airport. dinner was at the staff canteen, eating jap food. the airport was quiet...i guess not much people will choose to spend their new year eve in the airport. heh.

we did stupid things like drawing and self framing our drawings at T3. then went to crowe plaza hotel near T3, looked at the restaurants and ended up, stoning at the couch at the hotel lobby for more than an hour. haha...yea. no more awkward silence or anything. it was nice. =)


counted down in maple and on msn that day. no more late night countdown, squeezing with the crowd and going through the hassle of looking for a cab/bus home.






now im feeling super duper uber lethargic, i guess it's time for me to take a nap.














Lead me out on the moonlit floor.

jocelyn | 12:18:00 PM