Sunday, June 26, 2005
went shopping like mad.
bought lots of clothes.
spent more than 900 freakin' bucks this month. darn.
fallen too deep for a guy who is leaving.
siGh.
jocelyn | 6:33:00 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
i feel lousy. sorry to say that.
imagine going to a class outing whereby people are asking each other "hey! where are you schooling?" "oh! i'm in nus or ntu!" "haha....me too! great! we can see each other..."
bahHhhh....i seriously feel lousy. cos i know that i m sort of like the only one in the class who didnt get into a uni. sad huh? oh well, that's my life. sorry nene and lynno....really dont feel like going for it. =(
okies. let's move on with life.
work has never been worse. now with the awkwardness hanging in the air, it's just making my life sucks even more. i'm still getting pushed around at work by the full timers.....-______-"
but there are nice times too. =) like yesterday. if only time could stop at that point of time. siGh. really enjoyed myself.....but i cant fall in too deep. the deeper i fall, the greater the hurt. i've got to put a stop to it somehow....whenever i think i've gotten over you, you keep doing all those things that make all those feelings keep coming back. aRggHHh!!!! nvm.
there's gonna be change of management staffs across all the sushi tei.....i'm gonna miss alan. without him, things are sure going to change....for the worse. definitely. and when he's gone, a lot of people are going to quit.....as i know so far. so shitty. i'll be working till maybe august....how to stay all the way till august when there isnt anyone to accompany you during work? *sniffle*
perhaps i should start looking for a new job.
eh! i m side tracking way too much!
my main purpose of blogging today is to talk about: -
10 MOST IRRTATING THINGS TO DO ON THE BUS
1. bengs blasting TECHNO songs using their handphone. trying to show off your handphone izzit? it's so bloody irritating!!!!! noisy and gives you a headache.
2. aunties who cant sit straight and keep their asses on seat. they just have to slant their asses at 60 degrees and occupy 2 freakin' seats! this is the most irritating thing on the list.
3. people with extremely long hair and dont tie them up. and when i say extremely i mean extremely. i m indirectly referring to a certain group of people. aRgGgHhhh....their hair are so long that they can sweep the floor. but noOooo....their hair just keep sweeping your shoulders or your face or your arm.
4. drunkards taking the bus. stink of vomit and liqour. eEewWwww.....makes me feel like puking too.
5. people who put their legs up on the seat in front of them. i know the space is kinda small......but, CANT THEY SEE THAT I M SUFFERING COS MY BACK IS IN AN AWKWARD POSITION?!!!
6. people who talks loudly....like they want the whole world to know their conversation. shEesh.
7. guys who smoked at the bus stop before boarding the bus and sit right beside me. so smelly and it makes me stink.
8. children with no manners. they are like banshees scareaming and howling in the bus while their parents can see them and continue talking on the phone. like what the fuck right? cant they at least ask their kids to shut up or something?
9. people who board the bus and push everyone around them so they can rush for the one-and-only-seat left. gosh. does standing through the entire journey kills?
10. sleeping. sure. you can go ahead and sleep cos i sleep in the bus too. but, please keep your head to yourselves cos my shoulders are not your pillow. thank you.
i'm sure you guys have met this kind of people right?
jocelyn | 11:31:00 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
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Monday, June 13, 2005
i really appreciate it.
jocelyn | 12:26:00 AM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
cos i realised that too many people are reading my blog = unable to type out a lot of things = what's the point of having a blog when you cant type what you want = frustration = wanting to smash the keyboard.
not so complicated right? haha.....
jocelyn | 12:43:00 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
was on my way to meet jill they all for lunch....saw the train coming and i panic......*the paranoid thingy about being late, you know.....hahaha.....* i ran up the escalator and wohoOoo~~ i missed a step, slipped and fell in a less than graceful manner. you dont wanna picture me falling cos you will either laugh or laugh....(not giving you guys much choice huh?) haha......
a few people behind me were shocked....trying to hide my embarrassement, i dashed into the train and hid among the crowd...if only i have a shovel with me, i would have dug a hole in the ground and bury myself cos it was so freaking embarrassing!!!!!!! bahHhhh....
realised that my toe was extremely painful....looked down and saw blood oozing out....and when i say oozing out, i mean it. my sandals also got blood on it....so disgusting right?
oh well, met up with jill at the station and she helped me to clean up the wound. *sniffle* it feels like de javu (is that how you spell it? oh heck...) it was only grad night when we helped her to clean her wound.....lolx.....but now, it's my turn.
now the toe's swelling and the nail is coming off....wonder when will it heal.....
it's written all over your face,
it's such a painful thing to waste...
tell me now,
where do we go....
now the future's not so clear,
i cant believe we've ended here...
where's the whole that doesnt care?
maybe i could meet you there....
